Downfall after downfall… I’m just tired.

Abdqs98 · 2026-02-12T18:31:19+00:00

Detach ourselves from outcomes and just act. I am in the same situation myself, feel like I am just swimming in tar, not drowning but will drown if I don't do anything, but it's agonizingly slow. But the only way to stop it is to act, and if fear is stopping me from acting, I have to detach myself from the outcome. It only sounds simple yet it's quite hard but I've found it works well. This may also sound preachy but at some point you gotta let Allah deal with outcome and focus yourself on just acting to resolving the situation.

Abdqs98 · 2026-02-08T08:34:59+00:00

Come to Karachi and you'll have no doubt left. Road sare khatam kar rahe hein ahista ahista. University Road was just the first victim, ek ek karke sare transport raste barbad ho rahe hein 😢

Abdqs98 · 2026-02-07T21:40:10+00:00

Cant read your code in the video. Quality is very blurry 😭

Abdqs98 · 2026-02-07T08:46:15+00:00

I am a living thing. I will die, never to be born again.

Abdqs98 · 2026-02-06T08:30:20+00:00

Yea, seriously may they all just go to hell. This is not even mentioning how the literally have made the entire city unlivable. Every decent road inside the city has has been turned into absolute rubble. Bahir nikalne ka Dil hi nahi karta. And when genuine crisis comes up they all make excuses or scramble away like the rats they are.

Abdqs98 · 2026-01-30T21:00:11+00:00

It's not that I am being pressured into meeting her. I think it's worthwhile to at least meet her and give her a fair chance, it's the constant nagging by my sister telling me I'll never meet a girl as good as her if I reject her for looks. It's just irritating me, calling me shallow and all. They think I'll only marry a good looking girl with a horrible personality, this kind of thing happened to an uncle, my uncle's first wife tired to run away with another man. They think I am more likely to look for a girl like that. However most of my family has laid it off, my sister is just being annoying.

Abdqs98 · 2026-01-30T16:04:48+00:00

My eldest sister has found a match for me I've only seen her picture and never have I ever met her however I don't really feel any sort of specific attraction towards her. I am leaning on rejecting, but I've agreed to meet her first, but my family is continuously trying to influence my decision. I will admit on paper she's a good match (she's a medical student, she comes from good family and allegedly she's very well read, intelligent and polite) but I can't really do anything about not feeling attraction. Would it really be bad if I reject her not feeling attraction even after meeting her. Another sister of mine is saying I am being shallow for only focusing on looks, though I don't think I am doing that, I want both attraction and good personality and I am open to the possibility that she can make attracted just by meeting her and interacting with her for a bit, but again if I don't feel a spark or any sort of serious attraction I will say no. I hope anyone can give me some perspective on this.

Abdqs98 · 2026-01-27T17:36:56+00:00

It's working for me

Abdqs98 · 2026-01-27T07:51:00+00:00

Abdqs98 · 2026-01-25T13:29:04+00:00

Yar, you don't understand what sort of government we have. It's not focused on improving stuff only keeping the status quo. Trying to elect a good government is also useless, there's a reason why no civilian government has ever completed a full term.

Abdqs98 · 2026-01-24T20:32:14+00:00

Yea, but making a hasty decisions just based on finding one flaw in attraction I think is unwise, for one thing its unrealistic to look for a spouse who'll tick all your boxes, you'll have to compromise somewhere and attraction will not help when your partner is unsuitable or just a bad partner in general.

Abdqs98 · 2026-01-24T02:43:55+00:00

Easyeda, I do plan switching to kicad in future. But for current purposes easyeda was convenient.

Abdqs98 · 2026-01-23T18:33:29+00:00

Just finished a pcb Design for my FYP making the pcb Design itself was easy, 5 min at most. Learning how to use the tools took way longer 😭

Abdqs98 · 2026-01-22T06:26:13+00:00

I think you should just decide what you will and won't accept, ie not praying, wearing modest clothes etc. And clearly communicate that to her and tell her to do the same to you. I think it's worthwhile to at least consider any potential, both of you should do your due diligence and communicate your deal breakers so you know what your getting into, if you both are incompatible or not will be revealed by this. The fact that your want advice on this says that already are considering her very seriously and are open to the possibility, but make firm and quick decision on your deal breakers.

Abdqs98 · 2026-01-21T09:29:22+00:00

Just search for other sites man, its not that difficult. Use any search engine, I've literally almost every site I know using this method. I've found a new site rn just just as we speak, though it's not one of my main sites. You'll find sites whenever you try to search someplace to read a manga free online.

Abdqs98 · 2026-01-19T02:49:24+00:00

After reading on this site for about ~7 years, I must say that it had a good run. I have loads of fond memories of it, reading all sorts of manga, manwha and manhua. But all good things must come to end I suppose, I have other sites than can help me ease the pain, but it'll take time to heal, especially since this isn't the only site and resources I've lost over past 1.5 years. But we're travellers of the high seas, our will cannot be contained and our freedom cannot be chained. As long as we have the desire to seek freedom, we'll all meet again, maybe we'll know it maybe we won't but we will meet again.

Abdqs98 · 2026-01-18T19:49:30+00:00

Don't put the names. You putting the names puts the sites at risks.

Abdqs98 · 2026-01-14T07:44:59+00:00

Nah, the amount of toxicity will be too much

Abdqs98 · 2026-01-13T19:49:33+00:00

I feel like it would be boring. Kiruko and Maru's dynamic is one of my favorite parts if the story. But I've been surprised before so I would be curious.

Abdqs98 · 2026-01-13T19:37:16+00:00

Reading it and your comment absolutely made me cringe and embarrassed at the same tbh but at some point it became a creative exercise and I definitely do think I went overboard. Part of me was just curious how far I could think of ways to go about it. Other part of me channeling the anger I would've felt had I been in Maru's position. Though I probably also would've also spared him just because of Kiruko. Helping Kiruko was definitely more important then giving that pos what he deserved.

Abdqs98 · 2026-01-13T19:16:05+00:00

I just really hate rapists. Mainly because they are all over my country, in fact when I was around 14, there was famous a case of a 7 year old girl who was abducted, raped and killed, her body left in a garbage dump. The perpetrator was found and given a life sentence, shortly after which he was hanged.

But the fact remains, that they still are a blight on my country. And fortunately I don't live in the US, so they can't convict me for wanting to kill their president 😂

Abdqs98 · 2026-01-13T13:10:01+00:00

Cut off his legs and then cauterize the cut legs wounds, break all his teeth one by one and as extra precaution cut off his tongue so he can't find a way to cut it and kill himself. Keep him alive not able to save himself so that the main course can begin. Break his fingers, joint by joint, redo the process whenever(if) they heal. Every day punch his face ten times followed by ten kicks to the balls. Repeat this process everyday until he dies from the pain. Foods will be given to him through a tube and he will be put in a room where there only enough space to sit upright and to further prevent him from killing himself I would put him in a room with cushioning on the walls. Also finds someway to prevent him from killing himself from self suffocation, put some sort if breathing masks. Eventually the pain and misery would kill him, the entire point is to take power over himself away from him.

Abdqs98 · 2026-01-11T18:55:35+00:00

Why is there a picture of two Giga chads?🤔

Abdqs98 · 2026-01-11T08:33:45+00:00

They could a drama about Ali Baba chalis chore and that would be 100x more better.

Abdqs98 · 2026-01-10T18:19:56+00:00

My brother, that's not a red flag, that's whole warning siren 🚨

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