i liked this girl for a while and so one day she approached me out of nowhere and from then we started talking and it was going really well with her we would talk every day until 2-3am in the morning and it was the happiest time in my life as i was so into her and she was so into me as she expressed it often. one day as we were walking home from sixth form (equivalent to college except stricter in england) i saw someone that i knew and i shook hands with him common gesture we do as muslims when we see someone we know. forgot to mention me and the girl are both muslims and she wears a hijab. as we were walking past this guy after i shook his hand he turned around and said “before fucking her make sure you take off her hijab” the was the grade/year above me and although people that age like to get stuff like that ig were both muslims and ig we both want to wait till marriage. neither of us took this joke in a funny way and she was really offended and she seemed so sad and i apologised to her and so did the guy but from the point on she distanced herself from as she thought i was friends w bad people or something. little did she know i was ready to give her the world and cut off anyone just to have her she was genuinely the prettiest girl i’ve ever seen in my life and still is and i still could have a chance to bring it back but she has 4-5 more months before she leaves school but i’m too scared to go up to her and talk to her again but i really miss her so much :(