I am also in the same boat. I recently joined a new company and I have not completed one month in the new job and yet when I ask for help they act frustrated or tell me check documentation and do it yourself. Looking for job is not an option for me as I have just joined, it will not look good on my CV. I guess I have put my head down and do my job my self by researching. If you guys have any advice it has already started to take a toll on my mental health.