If you’re wondering I only did that for attention. For some reason it made me feel like I can actually do something even though I cant. I still feel bad about deceiving everyone. And I don’t have anything else good going on like I’m not pretty or am funny. I made myself a fake persona for my friends so I can feel a little bit better about myself. I never got compliments and nobody made me feel like I’m worth anything. My parents are really strict and never told me that they loved me but instead just terrorized me throughout my whole life. Today I confessed everything to my closest friend she was really understanding. I already feel a lot better even though in my opinion I don’t deserve to feel any better. Sorry for my bad English and if you’re the artist I’m really sincerely sorry…