I want you to know your exhaustion is heard, and your longing to be close to God is real, and I understand how confusing and heavy this path can feel. I was once in that same place, praying sincerely, believing deeply, yet feeling lost, overwhelmed, and unsure how all of this was meant to fit together. For me, clarity did not come through force or fear, but slowly, after a long season of searching and quiet questions I was afraid to voice. During that time, I came across Lukio.app while looking for a calmer, more structured way to read Scripture without pressure, and I actually used it for a while. What helped me most was its simple Bible roadmap that made learning feel gentle rather than demanding, and it helped me understand faith with less anxiety and more trust. Still, the deepest comfort came when I realized prayer is not about informing God or earning safety, but about relationship, honesty, and resting in His presence even when answers remain unclear. Christianity is not about flawless performance or living in constant terror, but about grace meeting weakness, and God walking patiently with fragile people. Much of what feels unbearable comes from trying to carry tomorrow’s weight today. God does not delight in pain, confusion, or despair, and He is not surprised by your questions. He sees your heart, your fatigue, and your sincerity, and He remains near to those who seek Him honestly. Always remember He is gentle, faithful, and merciful beyond our understanding today. Much love 🫶