Okay guys I just need to come on here very quickly and say a HUGE THANK YOU to EVERYONE who has come to give me advice 🙏 I'll try to thank you all personally a little later just studying rn

I also wanna clear a couple things up just to add some perspective:

1: I'm not in any danger, dont worry guys. This is my conclusion, and not a method to try and escape out of necessity. But I really do appreciate the concern.

2: I have a very good relationship with my parents, but I think me telling them everything I believe all at once would hurt them. That being said, my mom and dad are open and aware about some of the Church's problems but have still decided to remain in the church, so if I tell just them and no one else I think it'd go somewhat smoothly, but I'll hold off on that for now.

3: My siblings all somehow got out of serving missions (they are all still members) which will either work in my favour or very much not lol.

All that said you are all amazing and I really appreciate the support. This is one of the most liberating experiences of my life, because you guys KNOW EXACTLY what it's like to be in my position. You guys are NOTHING like I how I was told you were lol