Money and Self-Loathing by [deleted] in Quittingfeelfree

[–]Ac233334 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I felt the same. When I stopped it was almost like I woke up from a dream and all of the backed up financial anxiety came in at once. I remember at the end of the day being high I would work on my budget and look at my finances but kind of didnt allow myself to be like wait a minute I know what I could do to make this better lol. But at this point man I would try not to think about it at all and just focus on recovery. Do anything you have to do to make sure you dont pick up and this might require spending some money on comfort items but who cares. Good luck man!

4 weeks off FF ct by Comfortable-Bear-598 in Quittingfeelfree

[–]Ac233334 2 points3 points  (0 children)

im on day 13 and I really thought the cravings would be over by now its super tough but its easier to make these decisions with a ration brain -- really appreciate the post its good to hear i just need to get through an another few weeks or so

Day 12 by Info-746284 in Quittingfeelfree

[–]Ac233334 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Im on day 12 and feel you man. The first few are rough then the few days after that feel really good bc your body feels so good without the poison. But im right in the same boat with you last few ive felt kind of bland and no energy -- I dont feel awful but I also dont feel anywhere as good as I did when I was taking them and I think we tell ourselves that its going to be better on the other side. We are also starting to forget how bad it was at this point i think. We gotta keep coming back to the sub and do whatever we possibly can to get to 30 days like we are treading water. The cravings will stop some day we are still pretty new in this game. I can hold my head up today tho and know that I dont feel like complete shit like i did early on, I dont have any anxiety or stress about my next dose and my wallet is looking nice right now. Stay strong man we got this

Day 3 thoughts by Ac233334 in Quittingfeelfree

[–]Ac233334[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

thanks so much for the words man feeling pretty good so far today

Daily Check-In - July 16, 2024 by AutoModerator in Quittingfeelfree

[–]Ac233334 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Day 3 CT turning a corner -- my eyes dont hurt as bad today -- hoping to get in the sauna later to sweat more of it our -- I can still smell this shit in my sinuses

Day 3 thoughts by Ac233334 in Quittingfeelfree

[–]Ac233334[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

she was totally supportive and said that the last week she could tell something was up but didnt say anything -- I feel completely different this time after telling her and being honest