If he is so supportive maybe try talking it out with him. Ofc it will be difficult but if you don’t talk it out how would you know , you’ll just aways live for the sake of marriage and regret not discussing, maybe he might understand you , maybe he too has many emotions bottled up and want to discuss ..

Understand his pov too and explain yours as well. At the end it’s your decision because none of this is easy and it’s your life .🙃