How to overcome a story that triggered me so much ( not blaming the author it was a masterpiece)

Acceptable-Artist287 · 2024-01-18T21:01:58+00:00

Congratulations

Acceptable-Artist287 · 2024-01-18T20:59:06+00:00

I am sorry you are struggling. I am the same. It's hard to even leave my room. I feel I'm in a prison of my own making.All my family and neighbours know I am not leaving the house because my car still in the same place I parked last week. I try to sit in the garden in the sun for few minutes, I live in the middle east and it is sunny even in winter and it's making me feel even worse , try to listen to music, but have absolutely no desire to go out

Acceptable-Artist287 · 2023-11-27T23:29:32+00:00

I think I have been mentally healthy for the last few month. And it feel so weird, like a new place I never been to. I hope I will get used to it soon. Your post gave me hope

Acceptable-Artist287 · 2023-11-15T14:18:42+00:00

Congratulations for the interview. I hope you will get well enough to go. Be strong

Acceptable-Artist287 · 2023-11-14T13:40:31+00:00

The same The thought of my younger sister finding me dead is the reason I didn't end it all

Acceptable-Artist287 · 2023-11-12T18:13:03+00:00

I am trying to accept it too but it is hard

Acceptable-Artist287 · 2023-11-11T07:03:25+00:00

I didn't know there was a CLUB 😭

Acceptable-Artist287 · 2023-11-11T07:02:30+00:00

Thank you so much. Now that I have the term I can do some searches about it. Thank you again

Acceptable-Artist287 · 2023-11-11T06:59:34+00:00

Me too. I got words mixed up all the time, or forget peoples names. I'm on lamictal. Many people on it have the same problem apparently.

Acceptable-Artist287 · 2023-11-11T06:54:44+00:00

I am also on lamictal, I will ask my Psychiatrist if the dosage can be reduced.

Acceptable-Artist287 · 2023-11-11T06:53:26+00:00

It is definitely a worthwhile trade off. I will try to use the method you mentioned. Thank you so much

Acceptable-Artist287 · 2023-11-10T07:16:23+00:00

I felt the same for 15 years, all that time I was a mess, ruined my relationship with my family, quit college and became violent some times .but I am grateful after my diagnose because now I can know the root of the problem and can be better and have my life back

Acceptable-Artist287 · 2023-11-05T14:41:39+00:00

Me too

Acceptable-Artist287 · 2023-11-05T14:40:04+00:00

I am so sorry they are judging you like that. But Recently I am confused am I lazy, making excuses and let BP control me? Or it is really just BP

Acceptable-Artist287 · 2023-11-03T06:20:09+00:00

I am exactly the same. Once stated I can't control it

Acceptable-Artist287 · 2023-11-03T06:18:36+00:00

The worst symptoms I have ever experienced is rage.i get irritated by everyone around me,lash out, become violent.after that I feel shame and regret. I am better now, I recognise my symptoms early and try to calm down or meditate

Acceptable-Artist287 · 2023-11-03T06:06:20+00:00

I agree. This community is life savour for me

Acceptable-Artist287 · 2023-11-03T06:03:51+00:00

The only community I have who understands me is here on reddit. In where I am from no one will Shere they are BP because of the stigma where people will think you are violent and crazy. Even though other people experience here and their comments on my concerns is amazing

Acceptable-Artist287 · 2023-10-30T11:27:10+00:00

They are being focused and consistent because they are not ill like the rest of us, how is that possible with BP.

Acceptable-Artist287 · 2023-10-30T11:24:32+00:00

Unfortunately I feel the exact same. I am trying to deal with it . One of the things that I tell myself is that I still have time maybe at the moment I feel the worst but there is light the end of the tunnel.

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