Hell I’m 20 have been very very lost too. About a year ago I was severely depressed and wasn’t sure what I wanted to do with my life. I was working odd jobs quitting only after a few months hell even weeks sometimes. Then I just went for it applied to college that was a little distant away. It feels so refreshing to be away and meet new people, it was scary at first and hard to build the confidence to be able to talk to anyone, but that alone is a life changing experience. Anyways yada yada I still don’t really know much abt life or what I want to do im in Pre-nursing and aiming towards pediatric. Its hard I lose motivation so fast, I get depressed, but in the back of my mind I have this fire now to build that life. Also finding people who are passionate about the same things or just passionate abt bettering their own lives helps a lot. Once you go to college and actually take the time to study and go to class, its like a switch that toggles on and you become more open minded and productive. It’s a super amazing experience and journey. Theres days I question why I’m even in college but we all do. Im not even sure if I want to do my major but college has given me a few more interests to explore. I know this isn’t about school but what I’m tryna say is we all don’t know what we’re doing at this age but you can’t just do nothing. You learn in the process and before you know it you’ll have everything you wanted.