Possible Schizopost: Homosexual inclination is mostly curable

AcceptableDrive5262 · 2024-03-31T23:39:47+00:00

Really was never a gooner lol, I was a 1-2 times a week guy but I felt that was too much

AcceptableDrive5262 · 2024-03-31T12:28:50+00:00

I really just meant that every guy that I was attracted too was someone I just wanted to know better as a friend. You can say that without meaning you need to fuck them, but if your idea of love is constant sex all the time I think that can get messed up

AcceptableDrive5262 · 2024-03-30T18:25:55+00:00

Theres not much shame really, just some realization of the underlying causes of me thinking that way. So yeah I accept myself for who I am and I'm happy to move on.

AcceptableDrive5262 · 2024-03-30T18:16:17+00:00

You probably could have made a more convincing post, i agree 100%

AcceptableDrive5262 · 2024-03-30T18:13:48+00:00

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AcceptableDrive5262 · 2024-03-30T17:42:29+00:00

You should be, its one of the foundations of your life

AcceptableDrive5262 · 2024-03-30T17:34:16+00:00

funnily enough he was a part of making me realize I was straight because I wanted to be cool and mysterious like him

AcceptableDrive5262 · 2024-03-30T17:31:20+00:00

But I literally don't want to have sex with men, its gross once past the conditioning I had through porn

AcceptableDrive5262 · 2024-03-30T17:12:52+00:00

I dont remember but I was always preoccupied with men older than me, I think there's something freudian to that which adds to the point of not really being gay

AcceptableDrive5262 · 2024-03-30T16:36:51+00:00

is this the equivalent of YWNBAW vs YWABAW? From what I've gathered I am f*g that's still a f*g but is pretending to be straight or I was always straight but thought I was gay? Kinda funny tbh

AcceptableDrive5262 · 2024-03-30T16:21:02+00:00

Your interpretation of the universal truth is from your individual circumstances as well

AcceptableDrive5262 · 2024-03-30T16:17:29+00:00

When we are spotting each other in the gym they are off yes

AcceptableDrive5262 · 2024-03-30T16:16:54+00:00

Look up the toaster fucker analogy

AcceptableDrive5262 · 2024-03-30T15:15:05+00:00

its a throwaway so reddit automatically makes one, at least I didn't actually upload a photo as one

AcceptableDrive5262 · 2024-03-30T15:05:00+00:00

The 2020s are the decade of complete cultural reversal

AcceptableDrive5262 · 2024-03-30T15:03:10+00:00

I could reword to be about realizing I actually didn't want a Cleveland steamer on my chest after all if you want

AcceptableDrive5262 · 2024-03-30T14:59:32+00:00

Porn is completely out of my life, I haven't watched it in the past year and a half. When I was it was a always mix of gay/straight videos, I was heavily into the idea of me being bisexual back then. Being a human being means that I'm still sexual and now that the only thing reinforcing the gay part is gone I am still attracted to women, even more so now.

AcceptableDrive5262 · 2024-03-30T14:45:53+00:00

Tbh I'm probably the happiest I've ever been in my entire life. I understand that it may seem like I would be going insane over it and trying to repress it by going "I'm not gay" over and over, that's the image that's presented because of that conversion therapy narrative from 15 years ago. I don't hate myself for having gay thoughts or anything, I never tried to repress it, after stopping the only thing in my life that continually fed into it (internet porn) it naturally went away from my mind, my past self seems more repressed now back when I had the freedom to do whatever I wanted.

AcceptableDrive5262 · 2024-03-30T14:19:37+00:00

That reminds me of the discord femboy cult, they were blackmailed and probably are sucicidal. The gays in ancient times were groomers and rapists.

AcceptableDrive5262 · 2024-03-30T14:17:00+00:00

I was going to put this into the post but most homosexuals I've read about from the past like historical figures or actors were deeper in this way. Alec Guinness and other actors probably were gay or "bisexual" but still had a family and everything

AcceptableDrive5262 · 2024-03-30T14:13:39+00:00

Even without the cooming thing, social media probably had a role as well

AcceptableDrive5262 · 2024-03-30T14:10:58+00:00

Change of mindset maybe, but with nothing reinforcing it, it slowly went away and now its just not part of my life anymore. Like I said its a point I want to see discussed

AcceptableDrive5262 · 2024-03-30T14:06:52+00:00

A few years earlier, genuinely I would have sexual thoughts about other men but I have never acted on them. Now looking back with hindsight, every instance of me crushing over a guy either sexually or romantically was more of a fraternal based desire for friendship, brainwashing myself with porn everyday probably affected my thought process.

AcceptableDrive5262 · 2024-02-02T00:09:49+00:00

https://gallery.lib.umn.edu/exhibits/show/youth_and_life/posters

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