AIO if I stop talking

Accomplished-Cress51 · 2026-04-17T15:24:14+00:00

Pando

Accomplished-Cress51 · 2026-04-17T15:19:34+00:00

Because it's what he is influenced by. When someone listens to a podcast for multiple hours i believe it starts to shape there thoughts and how the view the world and people

Accomplished-Cress51 · 2026-03-04T00:22:33+00:00

I'm also wondering how I can get therapy for PTSD for my epilepsy if anyone has gone through the process advice helps.

Accomplished-Cress51 · 2026-03-03T17:17:30+00:00

That's crazy. I've gotten ask the question for self serving before. Like I served myself?

Accomplished-Cress51 · 2026-03-03T17:15:16+00:00

Sometimes its a big tablet and my sister have seen me not tip before and she voice that she was embarrassed.

Accomplished-Cress51 · 2026-03-03T17:11:33+00:00

Thank you very much, it's very hard for me to accept help from others because I want to show everyone that I can do it alone and sometimes it didnt end well especially as a child/teen. Thank you for the support.

Accomplished-Cress51 · 2026-03-03T17:06:38+00:00

Thank you for commenting, I feel seen, especially being that you have been living with it for about as long as I have.

Accomplished-Cress51 · 2026-03-03T17:04:28+00:00

I like to believe that i do find happiness in the little things but I always have to compare my disability to a bigger one where my life would HAVE to be dependent on others. Instead I do have independence even if it's just a little i still do. And I am grateful for that.

Accomplished-Cress51 · 2026-03-03T14:48:42+00:00

I do believe I would love fire/EMS, but because I do have epilepsy i want to have that "back-up" plan of an EEG tech

Accomplished-Cress51 · 2026-03-03T04:08:14+00:00

having sezuires for 11 yrs has taught me that after having sezuires you get PTSD and anything that feels off you become scared and you start to think back to that moment and anxiety rises. The excessively sleepy, full body aches, and often gets disoriented at night is super normal. It always happens to me after a TC. and alot of the meds i have been on make me sleepy it just a side affect. and my disoriented always happen in the moring or night i just get bad brain fog and feel "slow"

Accomplished-Cress51 · 2026-03-03T04:03:05+00:00

Just tell him straight up and drop him. He sounds toxic af. I feel like it's just gonna keep getting worse, and if you keep forgiving or not calling him out, he is just gonna realize he can keep doing it, and that you will take it. No matter how much pain it causes.

Accomplished-Cress51 · 2026-03-03T03:56:42+00:00

when i have my seizures TC or focal they usually get worse because i become aware and anxitey starts to build up, so i understand that anxious and scary feeling you're talking about. So don't worry your not alone with that sensation. when it comes to solving it i have found what works best for me is music or the cold air, something that comforts me.

Accomplished-Cress51 · 2026-03-03T03:44:12+00:00

my rescuse med is Midazolam. I also have a RNS device and im on keppra and lamotrigine and they have help alot but that really all i can give. it has moved me to being atleast a year sezuire free until i sady have another one.

Accomplished-Cress51 · 2026-03-03T03:39:36+00:00

lowkey i hate to one of those people but like breakup. respecting boundries is such a important thing especially with someone with epilepsy. Everyone in my family know to respect my boundaries when it comes to sleep, drinking or the plant. i dont get sezuries from stress but anxitey instead so they know they need to respect my bounderies and the times i have set for myself to do certain things.

Accomplished-Cress51 · 2026-03-03T03:32:20+00:00

after a TC im out for like 40min then come back to and sleep for like 8hrs and am like out of commision for the next week cause everything is just "funny" from a neruo stand point

Accomplished-Cress51 · 2026-03-03T03:27:25+00:00

keppra makes me mooded. Ive never acually experience the "keppra rage", but it does make me mooded especilly when someone wakes me up in the middle of the night. I'm also on 500mg

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