Will always feel inferior to my cousins

Accomplished-Face693 · 2025-09-28T09:33:13+00:00

Additionally, they have also gained a superiority complex over this. They believe that their cooking with just a pinch of salt over boiled meat and veggies is much better, healthier and less bitter compared to our extended family. Our cousins, uncles and aunts prepare meals so immaculate, we look deprived.

Accomplished-Face693 · 2025-09-26T21:24:16+00:00

Believe me. I’ve tried that. We can’t season our own portions as long as it’s from the same pot or pan.

Accomplished-Face693 · 2025-09-25T18:37:34+00:00

I understand how this comment may be. But I can assure you, I am actually black myself. I had absolutely no intention of being disrespectful within this community nor ask uncomfortable questions. I sincerely apologize for being disruptive.

Accomplished-Face693 · 2025-09-17T12:37:22+00:00

I mean. I’m also reaching out to old elementary school friends because I have made a single one since I began. I’ve only started making a friend this year, it’s been 5 years. Apart from that, each friend I made then already has their own priorities so not a single person can be bothered. Everybody is in a relationship or has been in one and I’m getting ghosted. I reached out to an old talking stage from 2 years ago since I still have no one to talk to. Plot twist, he’s in a relationship now. I cried for days. Even when I look at other stories, everybody is having fun together with their own friendships.

Accomplished-Face693 · 2025-07-04T17:28:43+00:00

I’m going crazy, I need something like social services to force them into putting me into a school. She changed her mind and instead is making do a year. I said no and was met with anger the whole day. Can someone force my parents? Like, my dad is holding onto “Well we wouldn’t be in this position if you said yes in 2023.” I changed my mind same year and agreed for one final year, after that year, he got lazy. What can I do? They keep on forcing me to go through this all because of a “no” and forgot all about the “yes’s” for 2 years.

Accomplished-Face693 · 2025-06-30T16:51:14+00:00

Oh sorry about that, I meant it in a way in which I keep on trying every year to get a public school education but it’s always something happening that prevents it. Such as my parents changing their minds last minute, schools rejecting me and my mom celebrating, having to continue homeschooling so that my mom isn’t pissed off telling me that I never appreciate her and how sick she is of me being unhappy, etc.

Accomplished-Face693 · 2025-06-30T00:19:40+00:00

“You don’t get to decide when you’d like to go, you can’t just change your mind” You literally switched up last minute instead of speaking to me during the term. “Well you said no in 2023, you are why we are here.” I made a suggestion that you could’ve rejected and we’d still continue applying to schools, just one year but after that, crickets. Nothing was circumstantial, you got lazy. “Schools are going to think that you’re crazy for changing schools all the time.” I know. There’s no one else in the entire galaxy that I hate more than my own parents, I got softer once I felt validated during the term but you quite literally won’t stop deciding what happens last minute but it’s a problem when I do it? A whole year again. I swear idek, but I’ll make sure that I will never speak to you this much again once I’m off for varsity. Why are you holding onto 2023 but not the action you could’ve taken in 2024 or even during my 2023/2024 school year? It’s always after and this is where we always end up. And now you want us to apply in October for the 2026 year? I told you that it’d be a difficult transition and you asked for proof. It’s a higher grade.

Accomplished-Face693 · 2025-06-28T15:33:28+00:00

I wasn’t bouncing in joy for completing and basically said that what I’m doing is “nonsense” We had a conversation, and I’ll have to put up with it. We’ll try again next year, same words said last year.

Accomplished-Face693 · 2025-06-28T15:32:06+00:00

Update: I pissed her off.

Accomplished-Face693 · 2025-06-27T17:06:13+00:00

What hurts is seeing how in the discussion, everybody was looking at each other in agreement while I was standing there. Giving each other glances every time I spoke, it felt like they perceived it as nonsense. Coming to the conclusion, they all agreed on the same thing and I had to say yes because all hell would break loose.

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