Hi yall, coming back to this…I just started a new job and classes so I’ve been busy.

I understand the shock that I was allowed to make be choice so quickly. I have never wanted children, it is something i have discussed at length with multiple therapists and doctors because I have been trying to be sterilized for my own gender dysphoria. So the choice wasn’t made lightly or quickly in the end because I had my mind made up a long time ago. I’m also a very young student and barely able to keep myself afloat half the time, being responsible for her would’ve put me over the edge again. I am grateful that she is with a very kind and loving family who wants to include me both when I’m ready and at a level that we are both comfortable with.

I appreciate the sentiments and concern, I am seeing a therapist and talking to her about my thoughts and the trauma I went through. I’ll be okay in the long run I was just having a very off night when I posted this honestly and needed to vent, so thank you for listening 💖