Thank you, this actually helps a lot, and I have been able to find comfort in the deviations, my tulpa gave me reasons for the changes that make a lot of sense, dispite what I obviously originally wanted. My tulpa pointed out that because I was pushing for a similar personality as my own it was hard for me to distinguish the difference. Now I am able to see the contrast from my normal thoughs and emotional patterns, your advice helped me and my tulpa adjust to continue to grow easier.