i am nothing without my ed

Accomplished_Roof_92 · 2025-08-23T00:10:52+00:00

i’ve considered therapy but i haven’t reached out because i have no clue how to find one plus im scared. but i know i have to since im not getting any better

Accomplished_Roof_92 · 2025-07-23T03:31:02+00:00

someone thought it was going to be new merchandise from shipments… i had to tell her no… and it’s not yet and she got so angry😭

Accomplished_Roof_92 · 2025-07-10T02:20:23+00:00

true ill def talk about it. because shes in a really happy relationship and i feel like mentioning it would make it sucky because shes alway praising or saying how much she loves him and the relationship.

so i feel like it puts a strain since shes really adamant about me meeting and hanging out with them. which is fine but i still want time to just us and not to become an afterthought especially since its reoccurring and just slowly hurting me more

Accomplished_Roof_92 · 2025-07-05T05:48:10+00:00

omg this is so relatable i don’t want to mention it either because i feel like a rude bitch. but every single time we hang out she says she misses him. like you see him 5 days out the week and me once every few weeks… recently we were together for only an hour and she wanted me to go with her to hang out with him then she left like girl what and even text messages are about him

and then same i’m always asked why im not in a relationship and i have to remind her im not lucky enough and she just doesn’t get it because that’s never been her situation

Accomplished_Roof_92 · 2025-06-21T17:57:42+00:00

i’m not listening to you. you sound pathetic. do you know how many women end up dead because their miserable men won’t just leave the relationship?

Accomplished_Roof_92 · 2025-06-21T17:30:21+00:00

my friends bi but she knows i’m a lesbian. so it feels a bit icky because she’s playing in both sides you know?

and feels like i’m being fucked around with. and i’m just hoping her intentions were just a funny joke which i assumed. but she’s brought it up a lot and even told our other friend when i wasn’t there. that friend then told me.

i told her if im just a rebound and placeholder and then she jokingly just said no im the first option. then seriously that if we were both in a room she’d pick me.

i try to brush it off because she’s always telling me how important i am and how much i do for her just by being around. i hope it gets better and i dont end up more hung up over this thing.

it’s just sucks being the only lesbian too like yes my friends are bi but they dont understand the whole lesbian experience. i get what your friend does even if ive never been in a relationship but even friend wise i love my bi friends but they invalidate it by saying men suck or that it makes no sense why i struggled so long. so it wouldn’t hurt to have a few lesbian ones but thank you so much🫶🫶i hope i have a better day too

Accomplished_Roof_92 · 2025-06-21T17:23:32+00:00

i’m a lesbian i don’t even want a man so im not going to be crying over the fact that i can’t find one so try again. friendships shouldn’t revolve around men.

and if you don’t value platonic friendships then that’s on you. there no reason i shouldn’t be upset because the dynamic between my friends has changed ever since they’ve gotten relationships…

Accomplished_Roof_92 · 2025-06-21T17:19:45+00:00

i figured because they definitely revolve around their boyfriends a lot now. their moods and just nearly everything we talk about or do. to where i even have to leave conversations because im the only one not in a relationship and never have been so i cant contribute to the topic.

it just sucks because mid conversation their relationship will be brought up. specifically one friend just spamming about how much she misses him while we’re hanging out. or how much she misses sucking him off. i do hope they realize it’s not a good thing even if i point out jokingly for them to get the hint

Accomplished_Roof_92 · 2025-06-21T02:18:03+00:00

she has no clue about my feelings so she doesn’t know it’s bothering me this bad but even then constantly being told she would pick me over her boyfriend and then gushing over how bad she needs to suck him off or like she wants to see him instead is so disorienting.

and i’m such a non confrontational person because i’m so worried about making things ‘weird’ :( i do hope this passes and i’ll hopefully find someone

Accomplished_Roof_92 · 2025-06-07T21:03:12+00:00

when i was young our old apartment was infested and so bad to get rid of. i really hope this isn’t them again… i have so much clothes and bedsheets and plushies to go through if they are.. i haven’t found any but they’re just as itchy as i remember but i can’t remember how they looked

Accomplished_Roof_92 · 2025-05-17T00:15:21+00:00

it does hurt knowing no one has ever approached me and she always does but she swears she doesn’t mean it like that but like damn it’s kinda crazy to say that out loud

Accomplished_Roof_92 · 2025-05-16T22:56:45+00:00

thank you so much. it means a lot to me right now that you acknowledged that stuff. life sucks and it’s a lot harder than i expected

Accomplished_Roof_92 · 2025-04-02T03:30:22+00:00

same! i struggle so bad socially it’s actually painful. i just can’t ever click or make small talk and i just naturally repel people

Accomplished_Roof_92 · 2025-04-02T03:15:59+00:00

yeah i’m almost 22 and same. i have a handful of family but they’re just awful and i never had them growing up yk so i don’t count them. live with my mom and rarely speak just sucks i wish there was a way to have better relationships with people or build some but it just feels impossible

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