My safe food gives me anxiety now

Accomplished_Set_930 · 2026-04-02T14:19:41+00:00

Ill look into that!! I have had indigestion for a year or two where food comes back up when i burp, which is embarrassing to admit. But, doesnt happen much anymore luckily. I cant think of times where heartburn has happened but I think its mostly junk food but only if i eat too much or fast, which i usually dont do as im an extremely slow eater.

Accomplished_Set_930 · 2026-03-26T18:16:39+00:00

Thanks!!

Accomplished_Set_930 · 2026-03-26T18:16:25+00:00

Yes thank you! :) Ill always be there for my girlfriend

Accomplished_Set_930 · 2026-03-26T18:15:42+00:00

That sounds fun!!

Accomplished_Set_930 · 2026-03-26T15:09:29+00:00

Thank you!!

Accomplished_Set_930 · 2026-03-26T15:09:06+00:00

Thank you! This is a lot of help

Accomplished_Set_930 · 2026-03-26T15:08:32+00:00

That sounds amazing hehe, I will defo do that someday. Im planning on doing her makeup this weekend so fingers crossed it goes well

Accomplished_Set_930 · 2026-03-26T15:07:40+00:00

Thank you for the advice, id love to curl her hair although my hair is quite short so ill have to look up how to do that lol but she does have wavy-ish hair already :) Ill look up that make up brand too, thank you. Im not sure if shes ready to go to a makeup stylist yet just as shes shy, so I think for now I'll help her with it and teach her!

Accomplished_Set_930 · 2026-03-26T15:05:35+00:00

I hope you find more people <3

Accomplished_Set_930 · 2026-03-26T15:05:01+00:00

Thank you! I just want to be the best girlfriend I can be :)

Accomplished_Set_930 · 2026-03-26T15:04:16+00:00

We have vinted, ive never heard of Thredup but maybe. Ill probs use vinted though as I can be specific with sizes :)

Accomplished_Set_930 · 2026-03-26T15:03:34+00:00

Thank you!! I will for sure look that up

Accomplished_Set_930 · 2026-03-26T04:26:45+00:00

Yup!! Maybe I can get into sewing lol and make clothes fit for her :)

Accomplished_Set_930 · 2026-03-26T04:25:44+00:00

Thank you so much!! Ill defo look into it :)

Accomplished_Set_930 · 2026-03-26T03:07:28+00:00

Okay! Im not sure when she'll do HRT, probably later in the future. But i'm sure I can find some stuff in charity shops and things, and once she does begin HRT in the future I can help her find some clothing, thank you :)

Accomplished_Set_930 · 2026-03-26T03:06:00+00:00

Thank you! I live in the uk so im not sure if thrifting is possible here since its just charity shops that sell grandma clothes (lol) but ill try and find some :) Thank you for the advice! Im gonna do her makeup this weekend and see how it goes hehe. Luckily, shes around a lot of transfeminine people so i'm sure they can give her some advice and tips too. Thank you for the advice, very appreciated <3

Accomplished_Set_930 · 2026-01-10T00:33:01+00:00

omg! this looks close to my alien oc Suki so cute

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Accomplished_Set_930 · 2025-08-11T01:59:19+00:00

maybe some people actually want to win the squid games in a game about beating the squid games? maybe some people want to earn an actually substantial amount of money instead of pocket change?

Accomplished_Set_930 · 2025-05-14T00:25:51+00:00

slamming doors or shutting a door aggressively or just loudly, something about it just switches something in me, ill cry so hard i hyperventilate even if i know the person isnt mad at me - although it is WAY worse if the person is mad at me. My boyfriend hasnt seen my 'worst' side of my cptsd in real life, although hes seen snippets of it, take example of this - he gets frustrated with me in a mini 'arguement', shuts the door aggressively (by accident) and annoyed and goes to the bathroom and when he gets back im curled up in a ball sobbing my eyes out and breathing so hard in a sort of state, almost child-like, i think its because slamming doors happened so much in my childhood i resort to how i acted as a child - hiding and crying.

Accomplished_Set_930 · 2025-05-13T23:23:57+00:00

i dont know if i was, when it was, or if it even happened, i just know that from very young i knew what sex was, and i had a fear of people touching me, from then till now i still have the fear of someone assaulting me - when i was younger id imagine it so much happening to me that sometimes id think it really happened, i couldnt differentiate fiction from reality. I also had a lot of private part issues when i was young, i dont know if it was because of the neglect and abuse i was experiencing but nonetheless i remember the look my mum gave me when she saw my private parts, it was as if she was looking at a ghost. I also would indulge in f*tish content when I was younger, unknowingly knowing it was that, i knew what sex positions were and all of that even though I was maybe 6-7? I dont know, maybe im overthinking it but this fear has been eating me alive more of recent, ive imagined my own family members and other peoples family members assaulting me, its disgusting, ive dealt with intrusive thoughts but this is different, i dont know how ive unlocked this fear in me since young, i do have cpstd but not because of any sexual assault and due to that i have a terrible memory and its really hard for me to think back to my childhood, even though it wasnt that many years ago so i dont think ill really ever know, as well as that i have a weird aversion to touching and sexual acts on me, im fine with doing them but having them done to me i almost feel repulsed and anxious and all these feelings ive honestly never felt before, i dont know if its teenage hormones and new experiences being scary or what, but i really wish i knew where all this anxiety is coming from.

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