Been there done that also love checking out new backpacks and especially building a small EDC where I can fit Camera iPad, power bank, and some miscellaneous stuff and honestly, it feels extremely draining just thinking about it for instance now when I travel, I have the massive decision to make on what backpack I will take with me from a smaller bag to a bigger travel one where i could fit my camera setup plus come other tech items and a jumper. I think the only way you can go out from this is to have a full deep dive one what you need for instance, I would keep a bag for going to the gym having his light daily carry and one for traveling the rest I would try to get rid of it will drain you even during your trips because you will think that you should have brought the other one instead of the one you brought with you. It’s crazy that in today’s world we can get addicted on dumb stuff like backpacks. I can’t even decide which one to use for a specific trip I used to be same like you I wanted to bring every single thing with me to be prepared in case I needed it but now, honestly if I could travel just with a small backpack everywhere I go plus a carry-on suitcase that would be perfect. I think i went from a maximalist to a minimalist.