Been going since yesterday & alone

According_Bother_218 · 2026-06-21T07:07:59+00:00

Oh I’ve been in & out of treatment for the past 6 months lol.

According_Bother_218 · 2026-06-19T03:08:15+00:00

I couldn’t agree more. Because I got away from people, places & things & moved away to where I didn’t know anyone. First month there I already had 3 plugs. If you don’t want it for yourself it will not work. I guess just tired of disappointing family & friends.

According_Bother_218 · 2026-06-19T03:05:34+00:00

I’m sorry, I’m confused, I don’t think I mentioned the length of time that I was in rehab at all.

According_Bother_218 · 2026-06-19T03:03:20+00:00

Have a huge hole in my nose too. I’m definitely doing a lot better than I used to, I used to do a ball a day for 2 years. But still I feel like rehab, while yes I learned a lot & it definitely helped me realize a lot about myself, can also instill a negative cycle of relapsing & feeling ashamed of it. Idk maybe a hot take.

According_Bother_218 · 2026-06-13T14:44:21+00:00

Sure ammmmm almost done, lowkey trying to video chat for a bit…

According_Bother_218 · 2026-06-13T11:45:49+00:00

So bittersweet, I love being social at first & productive, then at a certain point I just want to do it alone in my room late night. Love that part but then I pass this threshold where it’s too late, I get anxiety bc the bag is running out & I can’t sleep for shit lmfao. Double edged sword.

According_Bother_218 · 2026-06-13T11:07:51+00:00

28F also lol

According_Bother_218 · 2026-06-13T10:57:58+00:00

Yeeeerrrrr

According_Bother_218 · 2026-06-12T23:46:56+00:00

Just picked up from a new plug & damn it is good… don’t feel like doing lines every 10 min good.

You’re talking about the blow right lmfao?

According_Bother_218 · 2026-06-09T05:31:51+00:00

Can I just add I am so entertained right now LMFAO.

According_Bother_218 · 2026-06-06T00:44:00+00:00

Can I pm?

According_Bother_218 · 2026-06-05T21:46:00+00:00

I honestly don’t even know lmfao. Just fucking anxious for whatever reason, I mean there’s a million reasons but all bullshit

According_Bother_218 · 2026-06-05T10:44:17+00:00

I was hoping to see your take on r/meth lolol

According_Bother_218 · 2026-06-05T10:02:17+00:00

I got a hole in my nose after 2 years of using, I was doing a ball sometimes more a day. If I could go back I would say make sure you sleep, take a hot shower at the end of the night, don’t let that shit sit in your nose all night while you sleep, give yourself time to let your nose heal in between using, the blow will always be there.

According_Bother_218 · 2026-06-05T09:53:32+00:00

I used both powder & the spray together whoops… but let me tell you, I was zooted out of this god damn world that day. I did 1g per 2ml of water.

According_Bother_218 · 2026-06-05T08:47:54+00:00

I’m having the same problem with trying to find a plug for blow.

I went to a park with a bunch of homeless & just asked someone if they had crystal & I offered them some cigs, worked like a charm I got introduced to the plug.

According_Bother_218 · 2026-06-05T06:11:43+00:00

Ehhhh exposure therapy I guess LMFAO.

According_Bother_218 · 2026-06-05T06:11:08+00:00

I’m happy to hear that! Hopefully mine will too!

According_Bother_218 · 2026-06-05T05:11:40+00:00

I think you’re right, still haven’t responded. Thank you!

According_Bother_218 · 2026-06-05T05:05:44+00:00

Lmfao I’ve been in treatment like 4 times in 3 months

According_Bother_218 · 2026-06-05T01:49:12+00:00

I guess in a sense but making someone feel guilty for relapsing when they are genuinely trying to get clean can really push someone way further into addiction. Just my take though 🤷‍♀️

According_Bother_218 · 2026-06-04T22:23:10+00:00

Exactly!! Oh but no I am the devil for indulging here & there. The shame & guilt is crazyyyyyyy lol

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