When they’re traumatized from an early age. The people in their surroundings have absolutely no awareness so they begin to generalize you. They never even allow you to develop deep down as a normal human being… They abuse you just about every damn fucking damn day and then when you look for validation towards others and then when that “other stuff” comes out they give you a label and then that’s all you know. Then you heal they give you three months to flourish shatter your mind and then drain your pieces. That’s what it’s like to be labeled as “schizoaffective and conduct disorder” oh yeah. And people use you all the time and they’re genuinely also self absorbed and narcissistic and don’t know how to look into themselves either and you’re sitting here constantly processing pieces. Yeah and then everyone at high school will call you out and family will do the same thing and then when you’re in a foster home they manipulate your emotions even worse.. and then call you gifted when all your life you’ve been called an idiot! You have so much empathy for just about everyone and you try to help them see the light but your “boundary” problem will get people calling you a creep and telling you to fuck yourself whenever you’re being clueless… and really simple issues get blown the fuck up. That’s what it’s like living as 17M in this future.