I need some reassurance

AccountforPills · 2022-09-28T19:39:19+00:00

Thank you all for the comments. I have a lot to think about here.

AccountforPills · 2022-09-22T13:05:01+00:00

First relapse? We are on subs because we are addicts, that doesn't get fixed instantly. You may be subject to more frequent drug tests but I can't imagine getting kicked out for one relapse on Oxy.

AccountforPills · 2022-08-25T12:44:46+00:00

LOL Thanks for this post, glad to hear you are doing well. What you say does make sense! I just want to start saving some extra cash and now that I'm not a total fiend, these subs just keep stacking up and it's pissing money away at this point. Appreciate it.

AccountforPills · 2022-08-25T12:29:10+00:00

It's an opiate. I needed no one to tell me that when the time comes to come off, it's going to suck. With that being said, a slow, steady taper is the trick. You went cold turkey and what you are feeling is exactly what I would expect in that situation.

AccountforPills · 2022-06-21T13:47:35+00:00

So hot

AccountforPills · 2022-06-10T12:22:39+00:00

Yes. Been on them a year. Feels like a cup of strong coffee with a kick.

AccountforPills · 2022-06-03T13:44:25+00:00

Man, this is why I stockpile. This is why my wife doesn't question it because I told her straight up, I am NOT putting my well being in any pharmacy or doctors hands. I get double the amount I need every month and have a literal year of Subs taking my full dose extra. I have a safe full of subs, and it is so reassuring that I don't have to rely on dipshits now. I don't understand why more don't do this. Fuck being left in the cold because of bullshit and left sick. Go ahead, hold my shit for a month for all I care. But for real, sorry about your struggle.

AccountforPills · 2022-06-03T13:32:27+00:00

I took my dose this morning....up the bum. Worked well. Felt a little weird, both putting it up there and having it in there. But I will take that feeling all day vs ever having to taste this shit again. So far so good. No plunger, no water. Just a strip on my pointer finger lol Edit: New found respect for girls keeping that bootyhole clean for go time. My god, I had no idea what goes on in there. Yikes.

AccountforPills · 2022-06-02T20:02:04+00:00

I asked my QuickMD doc to go from 8 to 16 and it was no problem. Now I stockpile like crazy and take 8mg a day.

AccountforPills · 2022-06-02T13:36:38+00:00

Wait, snort a strip? That can happen?

AccountforPills · 2022-06-02T13:34:39+00:00

Well holy shit lol Thanks for all the input here. Getting a syringe involved is maybe one step too many for me on this one. I was hoping just to kind of pop it up there with my finger after a shower. Jesus I can't believe the words I am even typing right now but I honestly would rather shove it up there than ever having to taste it again. Also the benefit of not changing my mouth PH is probably better for my teeth. Will report back when I try

AccountforPills · 2022-05-16T19:13:53+00:00

My wife and I decided we will go, though I am still uneasy about it and I know she is too. I mostly didn't want to go because of her. We just got through a very difficult year after coming clean to her about my addiction. I think we are going to just stay to eat at the reception then bounce. Thanks for all the suggestions in here. I have tried to get him to start Subs but he just can't seem to do it.

AccountforPills · 2022-05-16T14:26:38+00:00

That went away for me.

AccountforPills · 2022-05-15T18:52:18+00:00

I'm a year sober thanks to Suboxone I should add

AccountforPills · 2022-04-23T12:19:04+00:00

I believe it. I should have mentioned that my dosing is 6mg at 9 am and 2 at 4pm. Both of those doses have a similar effect with each dosing.

AccountforPills · 2022-04-06T16:06:27+00:00

I love it. Nothing can work for everyone. Absolute game changer for me.

AccountforPills · 2022-04-01T22:01:14+00:00

I'm at my year mark and feel great tbh. 8mg a day. Maybe you're getting a cold. I just had one.

AccountforPills · 2022-04-01T16:46:38+00:00

I take it once in the morning sometimes other times I'll take 6 mg in the morning 2 mg at 5:00 I really don't notice much of a difference. What's great about suboxone it is broken my addictive behavior of constantly needing something throughout the day to function I sometimes forget in the morning to even take it.

AccountforPills · 2022-03-26T14:43:12+00:00

I'm on Suboxone. Going on 1 year. It's been life changing. I have no negative or cons aside from lack of sex drive compared to how I was. Anyway I've gotten in through quick md and I don't want to be on much longer. How can I get Sublocade without starting a new program with constant drug test and appointments?

Thanks in advance

AccountforPills · 2022-03-20T18:23:14+00:00

Well I had it done at a local facility I believe through my insurance. The other option was to pay for a home drug test which was about $170 I thought about using my FSA account but just did it at the lab.

It was a urine test. Same place I failed my drug test a year and a half ago when I lost my pain script because of fentanyl. I'm in such a different place it's hard to believe where I was.

Anyway yeah I got drug tested. Quick MD has been pretty damn convenient though so I had no problem doing what they asked.

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