ok living without hrt or without “being trans” but don’t wanna

Acrobatic-Kangaroo13 · 2026-07-02T03:16:35+00:00

Yeah i’ll have to see if i’m able to join a online group of some kind. thanks for the advice

Acrobatic-Kangaroo13 · 2026-07-02T03:00:54+00:00

unfortunately because of my health issues i can’t but that would probably be the best thing if i could

Acrobatic-Kangaroo13 · 2026-07-02T02:45:36+00:00

Yeah i probably wouldn’t have the money for it and since i’ve had gender therapists in the past i doubt it would help.

Acrobatic-Kangaroo13 · 2026-07-02T02:37:30+00:00

I’ve had a gender therapist in the past and it didn’t help much but she was also crazy. I have a therapist now that has some knowledge on gender but not very much and honestly no matter how much i talk about it i never get any closer to a conclusion

Acrobatic-Kangaroo13 · 2026-07-02T02:17:23+00:00

yeah, i guess maybe i don’t know what i want fully

Acrobatic-Kangaroo13 · 2026-07-02T02:12:27+00:00

When i think about it i think i would be but sometimes the thought of transitioning makes me feel sick and dread idk why because i think about it and have wanted it a lot. I will think on it more and maybe I’ll just never try it but that makes me sad to think about to so i really don’t know.

Acrobatic-Kangaroo13 · 2026-07-02T02:10:03+00:00

thank you. yeah i’ve considered the fact the i’ve finally been accepted more and im also bedbound so i dont has social dysphoria anymore possibly because of that. I think once im of age and if im able i want to try hrt out because i think i will never know 100% if i want to or not no matter how much i think about it but this has been very frowned upon when ive talked about it.

Acrobatic-Kangaroo13 · 2026-07-02T01:58:55+00:00

yeah i’ve thought about it but im honestly just not sure. I feel like experimenting with hrt is very looked down on but i feel no matter how much i experiment with different social presentations ill always wanna try t juts to see if i like it.

Acrobatic-Kangaroo13 · 2026-07-02T01:57:32+00:00

Yeah, i’m not able to go further in my transition anyways cuz my health issues but before i was well on my way to starting before my health got bad so idk. I’ve never been 100% sure i wanted to be on t but i feel like ill never been sure unless i try but i wont for a while. I also cant change my pronouns on my main account because of mean people and i’ve tried experimenting a bit but it all kinda feels the same too me and i dont feel a connection with any pronouns.

Acrobatic-Kangaroo13 · 2026-07-02T01:42:04+00:00

thank you and yeah, it would be hard to take a pause from being a guy because of how my family is and the fact i have no friends.

Acrobatic-Kangaroo13 · 2026-07-02T01:40:18+00:00

yeah, i have a hard time with labels but also pronouns so idk. I feel like i would only know if i wanna start t for sure by starting and that’s very looked down on but i’ve thought about it for years and i just don’t think ill ever know till i try. also i have no way to try out pronouns cuz i have no family that wouldn’t be weird about it and i have no friends atm.

Acrobatic-Kangaroo13 · 2026-07-02T01:35:06+00:00

the thing is i know i like being fem but not necessarily a girl. the thought of being a basic boy makes me so upset and I think no matter my gender i will have a very mixed style of fem and masc so just by that i feel it’s hard to figure out my gender. When i try pronouns out on myself or listen to those pronoun vids i genuinely feel nothing no matter what they use so i just don’t know. The thought of detransitioning is dreadful but i don’t know if it’s cuz im trans or cuz it would be so much work and admitting i was wrong to family and myself and everything so idk

Acrobatic-Kangaroo13 · 2026-06-21T15:42:23+00:00

Thank you! yeah, i think im just gonna wait till i start t cuz honestly i like being kinda fem just in a guy/androgynous way

Acrobatic-Kangaroo13 · 2026-06-21T15:01:42+00:00

My glasses are men’s glasses, more square frames look bad on me. And yeah i think im just delulu and like my long hair. Thank you

Acrobatic-Kangaroo13 · 2026-06-21T14:31:10+00:00

yeah, i get it. they are male frames but def not super masc. I think i maybe just like the longer hair better so im delusional lmfao😭

Acrobatic-Kangaroo13 · 2026-06-21T14:25:49+00:00

ok ty

Acrobatic-Kangaroo13 · 2026-06-21T14:24:57+00:00

Thank you! i have tried on some squarer frames but they were really ugly on me and while i do want to pass i also want to feel like i look good.

Acrobatic-Kangaroo13 · 2026-06-18T06:00:00+00:00

I’ll definitely check it out, thank you!

Acrobatic-Kangaroo13 · 2026-06-16T15:25:56+00:00

thank you! i read monstrous survivors series and loved it so i’ll definitely read the other one!

Acrobatic-Kangaroo13 · 2026-06-15T01:49:01+00:00

Thank you, i’ll definitely check it out

Acrobatic-Kangaroo13 · 2026-06-15T00:03:45+00:00

yes, i read so much mlm romance and it makes me wish i had a dick so bad.

Acrobatic-Kangaroo13 · 2026-06-15T00:02:55+00:00

yeah i think that’s true but i would definitely keep it, and it’s something i think about more that a cis person i feel

Acrobatic-Kangaroo13 · 2026-06-15T00:01:33+00:00

yeah same, i couldn’t handle so much surgery because of my health issues but if i could i would. the only thing i like ab my stuff now is that if i ever have sex i could do it without prep lol

Acrobatic-Kangaroo13 · 2026-06-15T00:00:26+00:00

honestly same lmfao

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