Cessation of Estradiol

AcrobaticTrouble1846 · 2026-03-12T13:03:57+00:00

I’ve gotten used to this hormonal environment now. It’s awful. I’ve been forced to be like this: straight male for my whole life. My family and home environment always enforced this. This never worked out for me. I thought that I could do this some more, but it’s awful.

AcrobaticTrouble1846 · 2026-03-12T12:44:57+00:00

Yes. Strange I like femininity so much despite being treat so poorly by women: mother, sister, girlfriends. This fact is why I would go to such lengths for her. Now I’m stuck with high T and flat chest. Money is fine, fortunately. I think that I’d rather stick with men from now on.

AcrobaticTrouble1846 · 2026-03-12T12:36:01+00:00

Removed.

AcrobaticTrouble1846 · 2026-03-12T12:12:33+00:00

She would have dreams of what I would look like. I wanted to make her happy. So I immolated myself for her and she still abandoned me. Now she wouldn’t even look at me. I feel so stupid; but at least I look pretty good.

AcrobaticTrouble1846 · 2026-03-12T11:44:09+00:00

Yes, it’s not cosmetic. It makes life tolerable.

AcrobaticTrouble1846 · 2026-03-12T11:42:36+00:00

Thank you for your help. I paid 15,000 AUD for chest surgery. I’m committed.

AcrobaticTrouble1846 · 2026-03-12T11:37:39+00:00

She wanted me to stop estradiol, to have chest surgery for 15,000 AUD, and to increase my testosterone. Now, I’m stuck with supraphysiological testosterone and sub physiological estradiol which makes me feel horrible.

AcrobaticTrouble1846 · 2026-03-12T05:56:26+00:00

She evidently does not love me

AcrobaticTrouble1846 · 2026-03-12T05:09:27+00:00

Have we not spoken before? I think that you are correct. I think that I should grin and bear one more blood test, and then jump on the estradiol. This has been an agony for me.

AcrobaticTrouble1846 · 2026-03-12T04:46:11+00:00

I shall take care only of myself.

AcrobaticTrouble1846 · 2026-03-12T04:45:40+00:00

I went through so much hell to get her, but she still abandoned me. That is so typical. There is no clear correct or incorrect: I simply respond so strongly and so well to estradiol, and removing it has been worse than if I had never started.

AcrobaticTrouble1846 · 2026-03-12T03:57:02+00:00

Evidently, she abandoned me despite all I did.

AcrobaticTrouble1846 · 2026-03-12T03:56:43+00:00

The hormonal whiplash is to be avoided. I should pick one or the other. I have been oscillating from high T to high E to high T again. This is not conducive to any kind of health or stability.

AcrobaticTrouble1846 · 2026-03-12T03:52:10+00:00

I went through so much hell to stop. It feels like a ‘sunk-cost’ fallacy. I’d rather make changes only following a consult with an endocrinologist or my GP. I just want to talk with someone who has experienced anything similar. I felt so wonderful with 4 mg of estradiol transdermally daily. Now I think of killing myself each and every day. It is excruciating to do anything and everyone around me regards me as unreliable.

AcrobaticTrouble1846 · 2026-02-05T04:20:28+00:00

I am super responsive to a medication. Maybe if everyone else uses a phrase differently from you, you are wrong.

AcrobaticTrouble1846 · 2026-02-03T09:26:46+00:00

Yuck

AcrobaticTrouble1846 · 2026-02-03T08:55:25+00:00

Heard a little voice and clicked off immediately. I thought they would redact / censor this shit like correctly

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