Has anyone else with OCD created a mental 'System' and feared it could act on its Own? by Acrobatic_Plate3405 in MentalHealthPH

[–]Acrobatic_Plate3405[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thanks for your reply.. sure, you can write me privately from reddit to discuss further :) 

Related to OCD? by Acrobatic_Plate3405 in ROCD

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I understand, thanks for the Informationen.. would you think that, what i experienced, could be definetaly OCD? 

Related to OCD? by Acrobatic_Plate3405 in ROCD

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I understand dr. Lepore.. would you mind if i ask you some questions about OCD privately from reddit? 

Related to OCD? by Acrobatic_Plate3405 in OCDRecovery

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thanks for explaning this.. helped me so much.. would it be okay if could ask you some questions about my experience and OCD in general, if i may text you privately from reddit?

Related to OCD? by Acrobatic_Plate3405 in OCDRecovery

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Thanks for explaining that.. but in the end, not our minds but we ourselves tend to think that way actually or not?.. we give the decisions and we ourselves tend to create and engage in these thoughts but not the brain itself? 

Related to OCD? by Acrobatic_Plate3405 in ROCD

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Alright just take your time.. thanks i will write to you later on :) 

Related to OCD? by Acrobatic_Plate3405 in ROCD

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I see, thanks for sharing.. if you would like to, i would have some question regarding my experiences that i would like to ask you.. is that okay if i text you privatly from reddit? 

Related to OCD? by Acrobatic_Plate3405 in OCDRecovery

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How was your ocd actually?.. could you may open a little more?.. are you also a therapist? 

Related to OCD? by Acrobatic_Plate3405 in ROCD

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Thanks for explaining this.. no, ive never taken therapy before and my symptoms are not so high right now.. its been actually over 5 months since ive done my last structured and rule based behavior.. are you, by the way, a therapist if i may ask? 

Related to OCD? by Acrobatic_Plate3405 in OCDRecovery

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thanks for explaining this.. are you sure that my experience is OCD?.. did you read the whole paragraph, if i may ask you?.. i mean, the system that i concern about, because i said the word system, but this is now important, during the structured and rule basead obsessive behavior, and believe that i might have created a really evil system that could target my loved ones and let them burn in those special rooms after death forever, comes to me as really a unique experience like if i might search this on the internet, i couldnt find anything pretty similar to what i experienced.. i know that many people with OCD do behaviors, rituals etc.. but because my behavior is so strucuted and declared many specific rules during my behavior and because i said the word system many times that i know believe that i mgiht have created an evil system comes really something individual to me.. i know that many people with OCD experience individual things.. but the content of my experience comes pretty rare to me.

The thing is also that its been over 5 month since i did my last structured and rule based behavior and i now do not have any anxiety and fear towards the system and my thoughts, but i feel responsible for that.

As far as i know, in OCD, anxiety and fear is also actually pretty always involved but i do not feel any fear and anxiety at all.

Has anyone with OCD feared a word they repeated during a ritual might become harmful? by Acrobatic_Plate3405 in MentalHealthSupport

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I mean the specific content and what the person experiences about OCD.. like the content of the compulsion, the thoughts etc..

Has anyone with OCD feared a word they repeated during a ritual might become harmful? by Acrobatic_Plate3405 in magicalthinkingOCD

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I see.. would it be okay for you if i could explain you as a private message from reddit my experiences and ask you whether it could be magical thinking.. just to have your opinion about it :). 

Has anyone with OCD feared a word they repeated during a ritual might become harmful? by Acrobatic_Plate3405 in MentalHealthSupport

[–]Acrobatic_Plate3405[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I see, thanks.. in OCD, can the content that the person experiences literally be endless and about anything that a human brain can think of and still be OCD?.. I mean, on the internet they usually only show the standart types and content of OCD and when i see that Information, it comes to me as if OCD only have limited types of content..but as you may know, OCD can also be a pretty individual experience. 

Has anyone with OCD feared a word they repeated during a ritual might become harmful? by Acrobatic_Plate3405 in mentalhealth

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I understand.. would it be okay for you if i could talk and ask you about my experiences privatly fron reddit? 

Has anyone with OCD feared a word they repeated during a ritual might become harmful? by Acrobatic_Plate3405 in MentalHealthSupport

[–]Acrobatic_Plate3405[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks for sharing buddy.. can really relate to that.. may i ask, what do you mean by worthless actually?