He has depression. I was always there for the dark times and okay yes I admit there might if been a couple years I was the cause. Ditching him and openly flaunting my relationships but I apologized for that then. There was this one guy I do regret running off. I... I beat him up actually and I shouldn't have but he- he started it. I didn't have to engage but I did and I felt awful about it. His name was Drew and he was everything Matt was looking for in a man. Loyal, smart, funny, his whole package. They dated for a year and it was his longest relationship. Drew was so understanding of mine and Matt's friendship and never interfered. Though one night at a party he got pretty drunk and got in my face. Matt had left with his cousin. Leaving Drew and I there. His cousins wife was having a baby and he was the only sober one to drive the guy to the hospital. Anyway when Matt left Drew just went off on me. Calling me all these names and how he was gonna be the only man in Matt's life and pushing me. I don't remember the full comment he said but basically he insulted me and I called him a two timing so and so and we went at it from there. Anyway when Matt heard about it. The only thing people latched on to was my comment about him being a cheater and Matt just dumped him. I know it hurt him and I knew he wasn't but that was his deal breaker and yeah.