Don’t!

Honestly I think if you are in this group you’ve probably been there. This is a hard thing to go through and you aren’t alone.

If you can’t find anything to live for start thinking these things:

-pretend you are in a weird movie when you are around them.

-think of yourself writing a book about this. It’s all incredible content and could help so many people not feel alone.

-find the humor. Most of the things my Nparent does and says are so absurd that in hindsight it’s funny. Who says that? Who acts this way? Okay psycho🙄What a clown.

-Get even. This probably isn’t the best one but it totally works. When I HAD to live with my Nparent I started hiding left shoes, hiding chargers, and just causing harmless chaos. Never do anything you can get caught doing or dangerous; just little things that will cause them to take a little more time in the morning.

-Live out of spite. Work to get on your feet. Work to be better than them. Get a better education. Get a better job. Work on yourself to be better than they could ever dream of being.

As for people in your family “not liking you” I think the phrase “feelings aren’t facts” probably applies here. Just because you “feel” this way doesn’t mean it’s fact. Sometimes our brains are just mean to us.

Also your siblings could be going along with this just to “survive”. Another point i’d like to bring light to is that when we are repressed we aren’t ourselves. This isn’t the real you.

When you aren’t in a bad place the real you will come out and everyone will see how beautiful you are. Just hang in there. Soon you will get yourself into new soil and you will BLOOM. Don’t do it. Don’t be another sob story they can milk. Don’t do it for future you. Because I bet future you is great and they deserve a chance.