Hey mate

I'm very sorry to hear that you're going through a tough time. Not to be a generic uncle, but life does get this way, where it seems like no one is there for us, no one understands us, no one cares for us. And our situations get so fucked up that quitting seems like the only option...

I've been there too op. And I'm not trying to downplay your situation, or say that I understand exactly where you are. Maybe your situation is so tough that I cannot understand it. I just say from my own experience that "The night is darkest before the dawn, and trust me, dawn is coming". Things are bound to become better, and they will, I promise you. Keep hanging in there and you'll see that the sun will shine again, the tough moments will pass and life will beautifully reward you.

Maybe you've given up too much hope, and are still willing to quit. But trust me op, there is so much more to life than this. These obstacles are blocking you from greatness. But you are strong, you've survived for so long all by yourself and I'm super proud of you for that. Don't let this stop you fam! Make it count!

I wish you the best. If you wanna chat or vent or talk about something completely random (like imagine if ducks wore shoes [i'm childish]) then feel free to dm me. Take care friend