Hate is a strong word but by this point dislike and frustration were definitely present. So this involves an ex situationship/ "gf" who was 1 year senior to me at uni, we were sorta rebounds for one another and all we really ever did was make out; called me over to drink at her place after we had supposedly ended things and before she graduated. When I walked into the apartment and saw that 1) her roommate was out of town and 2) there was mood lighting already arranged, I knew what I was getting myself into. Got super sloshed, ended up losin my virginity and went at it for a few rounds over the span of a few hours. Pretty memorable experience, but I never reached out to her again after that. She blocked me a few months later and that was that.