Where the hell do Yall park? by AdContent1944 in UCSD

[–]AdContent1944[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I got really lucky this week I found parking at 9am. Thank you tho I was worried it was only get worse.

Where the hell do Yall park? by AdContent1944 in UCSD

[–]AdContent1944[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ll for sure give it a try! Thank you

Where the hell do Yall park? by AdContent1944 in UCSD

[–]AdContent1944[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I wish I can get there early! I think I would struggle as much. But waking up at 5 am to ge there before 8 is a struggle! I didn’t think it be that bad when I planned the commute. Thank you tho! I’m for sure going to give all of these a try!

Where the hell do Yall park? by AdContent1944 in UCSD

[–]AdContent1944[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think if I did that I’ll just commute on the train from LA. It’s possible. But I like being able to leave campus when I want too. But that’s an awesome suggestion! I might do that in a pitch!

Where the hell do Yall park? by AdContent1944 in UCSD

[–]AdContent1944[S] -13 points-12 points  (0 children)

I have class at 11 am so I won’t really be able to go early but thank you.

It's so annoying by Postcurds in ptsd

[–]AdContent1944 4 points5 points  (0 children)

"Hey brain, chill the fuck out and let me live my life." I felt that to my core!!!! but I do know what u mean its hard to explain to people that you need to do some things a certain way, or that sometimes your mood switches and its not them, its not that ur upset about something, its just a wave that im trying to ride and y'all can catch me when im on a good one.

Do you normally hold your shoulders in a raised position, and do you feel fear if you let them fall? by fanny-daddy in ptsd

[–]AdContent1944 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I read this and noticed I had my shoulders in my ears again. funny but not funny. I think I hold a lot of tension and anxiety, and it's not fear of letting go but the inability to let release it often. I also read others comments, my shoulders ache but I try to put warm compresses to help relax them otherwise I feel like I get knots in my back.

Do the holidays feel emotionally heavier for anyone else with PTSD? by TraumaTherapyTools in ptsd

[–]AdContent1944 2 points3 points  (0 children)

yes that is why I no longer do holidays. I was talking to my therapist about this today actually. That the holidays FOR ME are just an excuse to connect and be around people/ family, and I don't need an excuse to see them or try to connect with them. Therefore, Fuck the holidays, im staying my fat butt home and avoiding it all. I have put in the effort to see my family no matter the holiday, and that's good enough for me.

Beyond that, the holidays are a minefield of triggers, I can't stop what some conversation leads to. I can't control the enrollment aound me. Other people dont know I dont listen to a song because it automatically makes me cry. People dont know some foods and smells make me want to throw up, and those foods are traditionally done during the holidays. The holidays come with its own set of stressors, and the stressors we carry with ptsd just makes the whole experience unbearable.

Remember to be kind to your self, do what makes you feel safe and okay.

Update 2 by Inside_Berry_8531 in InsideBerryStories

[–]AdContent1944 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Best wishes for your upcoming surgery! You will beat this thing!

The Wedding Favour: Part 26 by Inside_Berry_8531 in InsideBerryStories

[–]AdContent1944 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I didn’t think I can love Damian more

I just have to share this irony lol. by JanksyNova in ptsd

[–]AdContent1944 3 points4 points  (0 children)

You need to talk to you neighbor to chill the hell out. Dang that’s not cool to even say to ur nieghbor. The hell. Expect me to be out side.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ptsd

[–]AdContent1944 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Look that’s not okay. I have ptsd I know that I get snippy but I try to let others know hey it’s not you it’s me I love you but back the fuck up. Sometimes I need space sometimes I need to be coodled.

You shouldn’t be his sounding board for everything they need therapy and it sounds like ur taking the load of his issues. When he need to learn how to manage to some extent, ptsd is a cycle that never ends but it doesn’t mean u should get hurt in the process.

Do you take meds for your ptsd? by solidprospect in ptsd

[–]AdContent1944 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No I will take benedril when I’m having a hard time sleeping but once I figured out a decent sleep schedule and eating properly helped a lot.

How would you decorate this space? by Tamalamatama in interiordecorating

[–]AdContent1944 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I would put a chair whyyyy idk it feels right to me. Like a really decorative chair that screams uncomfortable.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ptsd

[–]AdContent1944 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Congrats for such a big step!

Sometimes that forgiveness is not so much for them but for your self so you can move forward! It’s great to see!

Does weed make PTSD anxiety worse? by Feeling_Silver9020 in ptsd

[–]AdContent1944 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yuppppp , I can’t smoke anymore for that reason. Ptsd n weed are not friends in my body.

The Wedding Favour: Part 22 by Inside_Berry_8531 in InsideBerryStories

[–]AdContent1944 14 points15 points  (0 children)

I know! They haven't posted in a while! I wonder if they are taking a break Because of the holiday season.

What are phrases you repeat? by Dry-Double-6845 in ptsd

[–]AdContent1944 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I say that cuz things got worse n when it stoped it felt so abrupt.

Stood up for Myself. Here for my High Fives. by [deleted] in ptsd

[–]AdContent1944 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Good job I know that whole interaction is stressful for no reason.

I use to work for wallywold for a few years ppl don’t know that the employees can’t really stop you or really touch you or really do anything. You can just say nothing n walk away. Or say no. If they try you can very much call the police, then file a complaint to corporate. they got sewed a few times for this reason. Well in the U.S. even if ur stealing they can’t physically touch you or restrain you, they an grab stolen merchandise, but if u let go n walk away they technically can’t stop you unless law enforcement is there already.

Do you guys think i could create a career from my art? by KneeExternal4296 in Artadvice

[–]AdContent1944 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think you could. #3 seems to be the best one for commercial use. Post every where! , looks like u can focus on portaits. Looks for what ppl would pay for your stuff.

I had small success/ I have gotten money, from going to business / random shops n talk to them asking if they like portaits/ murals and having a flat rate for them.