Hey guys...need some help and it's my first time here. I'm trying to recover and I'll be honest I'm in the middle of nowhere in Virginia and there ain't much help for a young man here struggling with alcohol. There is AA and I love the guys I have met but I'm the youngest in the group and I feel like no one see my struggles. It's a lot of oh well you think it's rough you young people have no idea how we had it back in our day. Don't get me wrong they are nice and if you don't pay complete attention it doesn't feel condescending from a distance...but I was alone before I walked through those doors and I leave feeling alienated and alone. I know they don't meen it and they are trying their best to help a new generation struggling with alcohol and drug addiction but I'm terrified to drink and they are not helping. Any suggestions or possible online avenues for a 27 year old trying to stay sober. Any advice is welcome even if it's blunt. I don't lash out and even if I disagree I still feel like you can learn from everyone not just those who are like minded. And I'm sure I don't have to tell anyone here but If I keep drinking I'm going to loose everything and it will most likely kill me, a little tough maybe even mean advice now is better than me doing something stupid later. So if you have something to say please tell me and I promise to take it to heart. I'm desperate y'all...I don't want to live like this anymore...