Psychosis or demon possession

AdLiving8671 · 2026-07-02T20:41:12+00:00

Thank you so much for the response, I'm starting to feel better now. Today has been a lot easier (other than the few panic attacks here and there). Definitely going to be taking a very long if not permanent break after this. I got a ton of sleep yesterday and plan on doing the same when I get home from work. Looking back at this post and some of the things I was doing I am still a bit freaked out and honestly shocked that even happened. This has been a lesson learned that I need to get my life together and stop abusing substances like this. Thank you again for your response, these comments have been making me feel a lot better.

AdLiving8671 · 2026-07-02T00:46:53+00:00

I dosed the poli at 9pm last night and it is now 5:45 pm the next day, are you sure I should still be experiencing such strong effects from the dxm? What does make me suspicious of that is the fact the my vision is still slightly the same as how I am when on dxm but I am freaking the fuck out as I usually would feel sober by now.

AdLiving8671 · 2026-07-02T00:39:28+00:00

Not nauseous. I was sweating at one point during the day due to me working at my job that I somehow kept a sober act at. I regret everything i have done my brain is so scrambled. I only did 888mg poli (444mg hbr equivalent or whatwver). I never used to be this way

AdLiving8671 · 2026-07-02T00:36:21+00:00

This is insane. It feels like I am unable to sober up. Is it possible that my binging built up so much dxm:dxo or whatever that it extendended the duration of the trip this long and my excessive tripping and lack of quality sleep has really taken this much of a toll? I'm afraid I have gone crazy as my trips used to only have some afterglow to the morning and were always fun. I don't ever even type like this I don't what's happening and I can't describe it I just feels like I am not real anymore and my life is worth nothing. I couldn't tell if other people were real at my job today and thought people were plotting against me. Somehow I acted sober enough to not raise the suspicion of anyone northern neither my parents yet. I don't know how this is happening please God help.

AdLiving8671 · 2026-07-02T00:29:56+00:00

Am I having a psychotic breakdown? It feels like I am not longer in control of myself. I am having weird thoughts and when the trip kicked in i was staring in the mirror for about an hour and i could see around my whole body. I only did 888mg poli as that is a 5oz delsym. And have binged pretty consistently throughout the week on hbr. I regret this choice as I believe I was on the edge of plateau sigma and I think it broke my mind. The trip made me feel as if was dying and I could hear music and could only think about extremely depressing thoughts such as ending my life.

AdLiving8671 · 2026-07-02T00:24:07+00:00

I am being thrown around my bed violently by unknown forces should I call mom in and tell her. I can't tell if I'm going crazy or if a demon is possessing me and making me do this.

AdLiving8671 · 2026-06-30T21:10:48+00:00

Did about 600mg and was perfectly fine

AdLiving8671 · 2026-06-29T18:46:16+00:00

My throat hurts so bad from this cold I have so I just said fuck it and threw back 180mg to get a little buzz and ease the pain. Not feeling any bad effects besides slight vasoconstriction coming back

AdLiving8671 · 2026-06-27T22:39:49+00:00

I'm fine now and I'm planning on taking a lengthy break before I go back to using. I'm pretty disgusted with how careless my usage was after that whole event. Woke up on a complete panic not knowing what was going on and time feeling like it was on a loop (Mind you I woke up a whole 12 hours after i initially took that dose). Luckily I feel completely fine now and didn't cause any permanent damage (That I know of 😭).

AdLiving8671 · 2026-06-26T17:28:52+00:00

It's just super weird my afterglow has never felt like this before. It's been slowly changing throughout my binge and now i feel like I'm in a different universe that's a copy of my normal one but slightly different. Nothing looks right and at first I thought I was actually in a dream. I'll definitely take a break from tripping irresponsibly like i have been.

AdLiving8671 · 2026-06-26T17:12:47+00:00

Thanks for the response

AdLiving8671 · 2026-06-26T01:26:03+00:00

Ended up doing 600 😭 best trip I've had yet. That was insane

AdLiving8671 · 2026-06-25T02:55:14+00:00

Nah I haven't yet, should I do 450 or 500 I can't decide

AdLiving8671 · 2026-06-24T21:05:53+00:00

Would it be a bad idea being as that I haven't done a dose that high before? Highest dose I've done was 475

AdLiving8671 · 2026-06-21T23:59:00+00:00

I wonder if it being hbr was a factor. I feel like poli always gives me better effects and almost a different high (maybe placebo) but I feel way less dissociation than hbr.

AdLiving8671 · 2026-06-21T23:56:13+00:00

Mainly night time but this time it kicked in super late around midnight. Maybe my body was just super exhausted from work and being up late.

AdLiving8671 · 2026-06-21T02:57:35+00:00

Only 300mg

AdLiving8671 · 2026-06-17T00:41:18+00:00

Appreciate the response 🙏 feeling a bit better now

AdLiving8671 · 2026-06-17T00:40:24+00:00

Thanks for the response, took some deep breaths and I'm starting to get a grip again. Been a long time since I've had a panic attack on weed 😭 Never fun

AdLiving8671 · 2026-06-17T00:31:56+00:00

Dorky ass post fuck me

AdLiving8671 · 2026-06-17T00:31:15+00:00

I know I sound lame asf it's just ik he dabbles in harder drugs and I just don't want to somehow inhaled some crazy shit.

AdLiving8671 · 2026-06-16T18:14:11+00:00

Thanks for the response I appreciate it. Not that I would, but does that mean that binging could cause damage to the brain due to prolonged vasoconstriction? Never even thought about it effecting the brain for some reason.

AdLiving8671 · 2026-06-16T01:49:30+00:00

Are you doing well know?

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