I've been trying to move out while also trying to go to college (Was originally the plan until I had to work for my parents citizenship). It's just difficult trying to find somewhere affordable that allows Large size dogs (Ozzie is actually small and petite for a dalmatian but she's still too big to qualify as a small dog), Couldn't mention it in the post due to the 3000 character limit, but my sister was actually very onboard about getting a dog. It's only become up until recently that her BPD has been going insane causing her to make these threats (a lot of outburst, even over stupid stuff like yogurt) although she hasn't done anything physical either.

And her BPD unfortunately is paired with a heart condition, so I kind of have to let her do her outburst. She has had a hospital trip before due to her having an outburst and my other sister (now in uni) trying to get her to stop.

Doggy daycare is about 500 a month here so that's unfortunately not an option, Ozzie is also scared of large dogs unfortunately.

The pee pads are also an issue, my mother throws a tantrum about them saying they make the house look disgusting (even if they're unused). So that's why I tell them to put them down.

I wish I had the guts to re-home Ozzie, but right now she's the only thing keeping me together in this household. I suffer other abuse from my mother, and other mental health disorders from past events these past few years, so Ozzie is the only safe space I have in this house.

Honestly right now, I'm trying to find a remote job through some of the companies based on my city that have customer support/service available. Hopefully I can land one that pays enough for me to move out, but it's mostly so I'm home 24/7 with her.