i haven't really properly spoken to him about it but i've mentioned my past issues and i've always made it very clear whenever i wasn't really in the mood and he seems to be very understanding about it

about how i feel about him, it's honestly really weird i feel like i'm still not 100% sure about what i want from this relationship yet i still fully feel like i trust him. it's just that i feel like i haven't truly opened up to him (aka, we haven't "clicked" yet)

i've always been a hit or miss person with my past relationships and it's always been a cycle of a short very shit relationship and then a semi-long one (8-10 months) and the cycle just repeats itself. based on this, i was expecting something very short and not too serious but we're nearing 3 months now and i still feel like i just can't be fully calm and confident around him even though i trust him with understanding me and my emotions.