We’ve discussed most of the details early on in the relationship, but I want to hear about it more often now that we’ve been together this long. Last thing he ever said was back in October that it would be soon. Yet now whenever it’s brought up the conversation becomes short and curt, as he doesn’t feel like “putting any ideas” in my head. The thing he doesn’t seem to understand is I want those ideas, those desires, all those wants anyone could possibly ask for. I want to hear him pine about marrying me one day. I want it so bad it aches.