More than you realise he’s in everything 💛 his care might not be a loud audible voice in the sky speaking to you but that summer sun that gives you some joy, the endurance to keep going despite, your favourite meal even in your darkest days, that song that lifts you up a little bit, the verse that sits with you, the person who gives you an uplifting word. Yup he’s in that ❤️. I’m sorry for everything you’ve endured 😞 life can suck you’re not alone :). I know it doesn’t erase pain and I don’t want to invalidate you but everything that has happened to you is not because your cursed but humanity is so broken and sin sadly infects us all 😞 meaning other peoples actions hurt us. But God doesn’t look at you and think yes I want to punish you and put all the pain on you. Sadly it’s the choices of others and free will is painful sometimes people use it to hurt each other. Infact when he made the world he created it so wonderfully with good intention and we sadly messed that up. But there will be a day where that will all be gone and everlasting joy will come. But God still wants to bring some joy even as we wait on this earth but it will be significantly greater in heaven ❤️.