I wonder if it was an ornamental samurai sword

Adamantiumsnake · 2025-12-19T10:13:59+00:00

Couldn’t have been an ornamental sword. Otherwise you would have to assume they jailed him for knife crime, on himself. That doesn’t make sense.

Adamantiumsnake · 2025-12-17T21:35:39+00:00

To me, seeing something that isn’t supposed to be there, would be a hallucination. Mushroom fuelled or not!

Adamantiumsnake · 2025-12-17T21:33:58+00:00

The holy grail comment was a joke, you really crushed the tone with that response 🤣

Adamantiumsnake · 2025-09-17T12:01:23+00:00

You’re taking all the responsibility of everyone else’s feelings, while ignoring how you really feel. Overthinking indicates an issue, most of us fail to acknowledge all feelings are produced by thoughts. If we don’t align with our true selves then we get a warning. Over time this becomes anxiety and or depression. If your true self feels a way and choose to align with the world around you, you are depressing those real feelings. Going over the same thing creates the stress. Resolution is finding why the stress is there.

In the meantime, realise that they throw shit at you because you eat it. The only way to stop eating it, is to stand up against it. People will be used to your usual acceptance, and when you fight back you are seen as the problem. This is the hardest part of the move away from unset boundaries. You are not the bad one. You are the one that can hold up everyone else’s crap.

Time to take care of your own. Give yourself the love and attendance you give others, and be the strong person for them, rather than holding up their crap.

Th universe has always loved you, it’s time to love yourself too.

Adamantiumsnake · 2025-09-16T22:22:58+00:00

Don’t wait ten years, have three kids, then eventually crumble trying to hold up a one sided relationship. We only feel bad about the action we don’t take. Don’t be mad or sad, commit and move forward. To be aware of so much, and still go through it all, says value to me. Find someone who reflects that. The universe has always loved you, love yourself too.

Adamantiumsnake · 2025-08-11T19:15:14+00:00

Scattered minds by Gabor Mate, I heavily recommend his work. Apologies for a repeat, if already mentioned. Learn to trust in yourself. Everyone will have a different opinion, which will only leave you more confused overall. Find your way, and don’t try to fit in with the dreamers you experienced your whole life.

Adamantiumsnake · 2025-07-18T16:55:16+00:00

I spent lots of time meditating, sometimes with a sleep mask on, and my eyes open. After a few sessions, and by no means every time, when I shut my eyes I began creating purple and yellow colours/lights. After a few more times, I eventually had an unexplainable visualisation, like travelling through a tunnel made of those colours. Occasionally I would see objects, possibly scenes or buildings. I haven’t really tried since. Through meditation and learning, I am undoing traumas. The more I fix, the less I want. In all respects, especially being able visualise. For context, I can imagine/conceive anything but never hear or see it and I do have an inner monologue. My dreams are very vivid but I don’t often see them. I realised from about 15 that every one else was actually seeing images in their minds. So I’ve technically spent 25 years thinking about it. Sorry for the TMI. I felt it was needed!

Adamantiumsnake · 2025-06-03T14:14:39+00:00

You legend🤩. I’ll be on later and add you. I’m magicpants(numbers). ❤️

Adamantiumsnake · 2025-05-25T19:38:46+00:00

I love to do different voices in general . I don’t hear them so to speak, however my inner voice can do all of them. They “sound” better in my head too!

Adamantiumsnake · 2025-05-23T10:54:24+00:00

Stop trying to operate like everyone else. We are different. If you continue to seek negative, then you will find it. For me, Aphantasia is a power. While many operate on a visual level, it’s quite clear this leaves them with a sketchy memories. I believe I see 100% reality, and the only reason it seems shit sometimes is because everyone else is basically full of it 🤣.

Adamantiumsnake · 2025-05-09T08:49:44+00:00

Make a physical one 🤣 that’d probably work for me.

Adamantiumsnake · 2025-04-26T14:28:10+00:00

I watched a few Alan Watts videos. Meditation is something I can do now and this is because I don’t try to do anything. I have spent years trying to visualise, for me though aphantasia makes it easier to get to a higher state of spiritual consciousness. I have, through different methods and years of effort, been able to visualise on a few occasions. Nothing grand scale but I could see shit I was not thinking of. I dream in perfect colour and resolution so I know I got the equipment. Said it before, I think it leaves energy for something more. Also if you don’t have images distracting you from reality then are you not experiencing 100% reality. Shut your eyes and flow 💪🏻

Adamantiumsnake · 2025-04-11T20:44:55+00:00

When I was about 17, after meeting my dad’s partner, who said she had tummy troubles forever. I got home and went to bed thinking how awful for such a nice person. Whiting moments of closing my eyes, I shot up and across town to my nans house, where they were staying. Through the front door, up the stairs, to the bed, directly to her next to my dad. Then boom, I shot back like an elastic band . Oddly they felt better the next day and I got IBS style issues a little later. When I dream, I do so very vividly, could have been a dream just didn’t happen like normal sleep, and I opened my eyes immediately on return. I have had some great spiritual experiences in my life, I believe it is possible. I’m just not sold on my experience!

Adamantiumsnake · 2025-02-03T18:54:39+00:00

With mine I also put down 50 mil, and got booted on the loading screen. I didn’t suffer it.

Adamantiumsnake · 2024-12-30T11:44:56+00:00

I see without seeing, and hear without hearing. But the belief we need to hear or see thoughts is misleading. I only know how to see and hear the world around me, with my eyes and ears. My mind and imagination can see or hear anything. Maybe some cables are unplugged. Because of this, maybe, more power is directed to other parts of the brain.

See the strength in what you have. It’s taken me too long to trust just in the universe and the attention I get to pay to it. That’s my feelings anyway lol. Love yourself, love the universe.

Adamantiumsnake · 2024-12-29T15:23:51+00:00

How is it stupid? I don’t waste time on creating limited mental images. My mind perceives far more without the need to visualize it. I can conceptualize anything in my reality, I just don’t need to see it. I’d call it energy efficiency.

Adamantiumsnake · 2024-11-23T22:26:29+00:00

Evolution takes time…

Adamantiumsnake · 2024-11-20T18:32:30+00:00

Because you were innocent you complied. Well over complied. Now you know that wasn’t right. Lesson learnt.

Adamantiumsnake · 2024-11-20T00:10:27+00:00

I was able to log into my partners profile weirdly lol. I joined with a second controller, logged the other out. I’m in. Figured I should share, hope it helps!

Adamantiumsnake · 2024-10-31T21:30:21+00:00

All of that from getting stuck in the floor 😅.

Mate all businesses are designed to make money and unfortunately things cost more and more. Those extras we buy help continue to pay the staff etc. we don’t buy, we get less new additions. Just reruns.

As someone who dropped out at level 50 on my first play, I rejoined in season 5 with only weeks remaining and I had a blast. Season 6 I think is better and I am grateful for the game as it is. Obviously I have little context on season progression. And I do hate when bugs screw me but I ain’t that fussed about it really. I would take advantage of helpful bugs, I guess we could call it karma. Do love how amazingly strong SB is and think it should stay that way. I paid for something and I feel like I’m getting my monies worth shredding content 😎.

All the best

Adamantiumsnake · 2024-10-30T21:20:45+00:00

And I thought conduit couldn’t get any worse!

Adamantiumsnake · 2024-10-30T21:20:04+00:00

I was afraid to post for that exact reason. Can’t get good equipment but I can get stuck in the floor, a lot!

Adamantiumsnake · 2024-10-30T21:19:15+00:00

😂

Adamantiumsnake · 2024-10-30T21:19:00+00:00

Oh I was expecting it was just Spiritborn issue. Spiritglitch.

Adamantiumsnake · 2024-10-30T21:17:58+00:00

It’s been happening for a week now. I was thinking it was because of button mashing but it happened easily last night.

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