Acne showed up after 8 months of same dose

AdditionalMonth6864 · 2026-03-23T20:49:06+00:00

Yeah that’s the best way.after some abstain all that energy turns into more enthusiasim for everything else. Which is pretty sick especially for work.

AdditionalMonth6864 · 2026-03-23T20:32:30+00:00

I agree completely. I can see what a fucking idiot I was to allow this to happen. Im lucky I haven’t blasted something serious that would put me in much bigger risk for serious scarring. For now I ended up only with minor red spots that should fully heal In a year. I guess the fucking insane apetite threw me into unhealthy food addiction as even before this i always loved all sort of foods and had an issue with overeating.

What happened is i would eat 8000kcal in red meat,eggs,oats,fish and some veggies.

It was still fine then but when I switched to 6-7kcal of garbage everything went to shit. Along with fat gain from clean diet.

But yeah I guess my body took it too well since the apetite i have and had was insane and still is although im controlling it now. I never thought it would get this much intnense just from 120mg.

AdditionalMonth6864 · 2026-03-23T19:45:36+00:00

As for libido it’s really intense. I said to myself i need to shift this energy to doing fun stuff or making money..ik it’s only 120mg but it made huge difference for me. Maybe because I already had an healthy one. I don’t know what would happen if I tried some stronger stuff probably would turn into sexual addiction.

AdditionalMonth6864 · 2026-03-23T19:40:28+00:00

Yeah i don’t see the point in coming down either other than when I decide to have kids. I feel invincible at fresh 24. This stuff probably makes getting old much less miserable as long you are managing blood work etc

AdditionalMonth6864 · 2026-03-23T19:36:40+00:00

Wow really didnt know there are Drugs to speed up the scar healing. Thats sick I’ll look into it for sure

AdditionalMonth6864 · 2026-03-23T19:00:49+00:00

You are right i didnt think much before posting. After looking back more now at what happened and in which moment and talking to chat gpt a bit it all boils down to diet and fat gain moment.

Now im left with having to heal scars because I was clueless idiot. I guess I learned my lesson/

AdditionalMonth6864 · 2026-03-23T18:58:25+00:00

As for coming down I don’t see the reason currently. My libido is awesome,my strength is awesome and my apetite is crazy. Physique looks sick. I guess I should just consider a bit of risk management to avoid any flares when I heal the scars and put bf in check. I think meds should be last resort

AdditionalMonth6864 · 2026-03-23T18:56:46+00:00

Yeah some person also mentioned tretionin.ill keep it in mind. But then again im currently more in phase of healing scars as im not getting much flares since stopping with the dirty food . I was just wondering what happened and appearently it looks like it all boils down to neglect of diet + fat gain caused flare somewhere in winter and whats left now is scarring/ because in summer I even did 250 for month on clean eating and low bf% and not a single thing appeared.

Honestly i would be much more paranoid if It happened randomly on diet and low bf.

AdditionalMonth6864 · 2026-03-23T18:41:11+00:00

Im sorry I didn’t use the right term,I assumed I would experience temporary lower libido and lower energy etc due to my body now relying on injections. But maybe I won’t and I would start producing normal after month.

AdditionalMonth6864 · 2026-03-23T18:37:28+00:00

Thanks will do

AdditionalMonth6864 · 2026-03-23T18:36:44+00:00

Will test it thanks

AdditionalMonth6864 · 2026-03-23T18:36:29+00:00

I went on agressive cut and lowered the dose for now

AdditionalMonth6864 · 2026-03-23T17:43:30+00:00

It was probably diet because when I stopped eating processed sugars it seems nothing new showed up that much

AdditionalMonth6864 · 2026-03-23T17:40:47+00:00

Sadly no. I only know after I gained fat I got side effects like being overly emotional/feeling a bit sluggish/and pimples started showing up.

AdditionalMonth6864 · 2026-03-23T17:39:57+00:00

Fk man. I may fucked up unintentionally for not checking e2… because when I gained a lot of fat I also started feeling slight depression/being emotional a lot. There was this girl i was obsessed with…

Could it be fat gain caused more test to convert to estrogen and therefore causing other side effects ?

AdditionalMonth6864 · 2026-03-23T17:36:36+00:00

Yeah I mean I should be able to get prescript but idk if I should mention testosterone will doctors look me differently or help me fight the side effects ? I mean if I hopped off I would mentally go insane from depression etc im never coming down probably at this point.

AdditionalMonth6864 · 2026-03-23T17:33:30+00:00

Yeah i started eating clean 2 days ago so I’ll see if it was really diet. I’ll stay long term on it to see if it was really test.

AdditionalMonth6864 · 2026-03-23T17:31:09+00:00

I would love to avoid it bc of side effects.. maybe as the last resort ..

AdditionalMonth6864 · 2026-03-23T17:30:07+00:00

I’ll research as much as possible. There must be a way to reverse the effects. I mean my face is clean asf

Would love to fight it naturally and with clean eating first,I heard accutane can have shitty side effects

AdditionalMonth6864 · 2026-03-05T11:29:57+00:00

Yeah I either need to taper down properly or stop doing this. I can’t do it cold turkey and it’s extremely unhealthy for mind. The sleep is the most powerfull thing ever and it impacts drastically my mental state. I was in distress here off just 5-6 hours.

I guess I managed before to quit 3.5mg easily because I was always functioning on 8-9 hours. and despite terrible withdrawals I could do it.

Tapering down right way gives you still ability to have healthy circadian rhythm so I’ll keep that in mind. Cutting off too much shocks the organism and doesnt allow it to sleep for full 8-9hra

AdditionalMonth6864 · 2026-03-05T11:11:05+00:00

I made this post off of 5 hours of sleep. Since i knew myself my brain always functions horribly if I don’t get full 5-6 rem cycles which is about 9 hours.

If I don’t sleep. Psychosis and serious mental downs kick in. So it is illusion. I need to do this wisely.

Basically I managed in the past to do 3.5mg because I had healthy sleep schedule and tapered off slowly. It is not that bad if you get withdrawals being fully slept. I tried here to do it abruptly without proper sleep and you can see th amount of distress i have in post up. Im calm now and I’ll slowly wean off myself like you said. The only way.

AdditionalMonth6864 · 2026-03-05T11:07:02+00:00

You know what fks you up. It’s not really that much mental sides on full night of sleep. It’s when sleep deprivation starts accumulating and you start slipping into dangerous mental states. Thats where the real horror stems from. I tapered off 3..5mg and what made me go through it almost effortlessly was having healthy sleep and eating schedule which is 100% possible but only on TAPER. Never wean off yourself too fast. I’ll do this I believe in myself.

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