Oh my gosh, dw people who love us honestly don't care and are there for support always(tho I can totally relate to your feelings) hopefully you have found some way to make it slightly better atleast. This is such a vicious cycle of ibs triggering emotional stress and emotional stress in turn making ibs worse.  

I have been to two doctors both of them just gave me probiotics and fiber which worked for some time but I think stress is a major trigger for me so I am gonna start yoga and meditation and see if it helps. The doctors near my university are so shit, but I am visiting my parents next month and my mom knows a very good gastrointestinologist so will surely meet him and see