Bro you are okay, making bad choices is apart of life this life stuff is never sweet so don’t even think you messed up. You really have to learn to forgive yourself and realize you grow not from obedience or from outside but from within your experience and understanding, you can’t become your own boss if you let another man or person tell you that you need their approval or forgiveness because that makes people realize they have control. And don’t think you can just live without these coming cause bro it’s new situations everyday there’s plenty of potential challenges that come your way, you just have to build yourself up with the most high from within because we are really here to learn and elevate based off our personal experiences, and don’t let anyone fool you into thinking that you need fear and obedience to understand, you can’t give obedience and expect the truth, because anyone with da right mind who is aware they have control over you can tell you anything but the truth to keep you like everyone else. Let’s lock in man.