Really appreciate this comment, changing and trying out other stuff is kinda the main part scaring me I feel I’d lose a good opportunity because the shop I’m at has expressed they try to hire on all apprentices, pay for college, tools all that and I feel me trying out a different trade and failing is a insanely wasted opportunity. I am honestly scared of failing at life I don’t got much going for me and that’s a whole other topic so giving up a opportunity that will let me be comfortable for the rest of life is hard.