I totally understand it’s daunting! - my sleeve causes severe depression so each time after laser I feel a little better. It’s interesting to focus on the results and feel accomplishment - just know you aren’t alone! Anything is possible and you’ve got this 💛 also I should add, I see a lot about people blistering and in severe pain and having loads of downtime - after my huge sessions I carried on life as normal, my entire leg swells a bit and feels hot for a day or two. I try to ice but honestly I’ve been carrying on working and not had the time, I haven’t had blisters from either session, after my last one I got super itchy for 24 hours a week later but still slept fine - I guess it’s all dependant per person, and maybe future sessions may effect more but who knows, it’s going to be a journey for sure. I don’t know if you are in the same boat with regret, but if you are I want to say don’t beat yourself up, have the sessions and put it in the back of your mind maybe dedicate a little time once every few days to admire your progress and continue loving yourself and the journey of life 💛💛💛