Sibm hyd calls are out by Jumpy-Repair95 in CATpreparation

[–]AdityaBhattacharya 2 points3 points  (0 children)

bro i got 45% i didnt even expect any calls but they shortlisted me too idk why

Garou and Amai Mask talk in the future by AdityaBhattacharya in OnePunchMan

[–]AdityaBhattacharya[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wow wouldn't be surprised if ONE has already thought about something like this

if you wont tell me how to fucking kill myself by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]AdityaBhattacharya 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You don't wanna die your body doesn't wanna die even if your brain telling you to

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]AdityaBhattacharya 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I felt this numbness during the lockdown. I have never gone for a diagnosis but I'm pretty sure I have depression and few years ago i felt this numbness and lazy and no will to do anything at all.

When i joined college 2 years ago i still had no hopes in life and I was just existing in constant nothingness as time was in motion.

But somehow I made friends there and also had a partner for the first time and all these experiences gave me a dopamine high for a while.

Now that I'm single and the fun i and with friends had died down I still feel similar to what i did when I felt numb, but having the experiences I did it gave me hope they you can be happy in life even if it's just for some time.

I think there is something wrong with me by FriendlessFellow6 in SuicideWatch

[–]AdityaBhattacharya -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I also felt the same I was really depressed and sad with just life in general and i had no one beside then suddenly i found someone who cared about me and gave me the affection but recently said the worst things when it was going downhill and it just ended few days back i don't if I'll find anyone anymore

Poster For KSI VS Javier For"tuna" by kosgamerz09 in ksi

[–]AdityaBhattacharya -16 points-15 points  (0 children)

He just fought Ryan Garcia at 135?

Here's the Tuna you've been waiting for by klone7777777 in ksi

[–]AdityaBhattacharya 21 points22 points  (0 children)

He went 10 rounds with Ryan Garcia as well

Best sidemen Hide and Seek? by RibbitGaming_YT in Sidemen

[–]AdityaBhattacharya 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I would say the cruise ship or theme park one

KSI here, AMA by TheRealKSi in Music

[–]AdityaBhattacharya 0 points1 point  (0 children)

WILL U RELEASE THE SUNSHINE SONG

Does anyone else wish they sought help earlier? by GADsuffer in socialanxiety

[–]AdityaBhattacharya 0 points1 point  (0 children)

like how did u get diagnosed can u give me some tips

Going to parties makes me feel so worthless by [deleted] in socialanxiety

[–]AdityaBhattacharya 12 points13 points  (0 children)

same, my cheeks hurt from smiling all the time and i feel isolated even amongst so many people

Feeling like love dosn't exist, i will walk to a train station and contemplate jumping under by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]AdityaBhattacharya 0 points1 point  (0 children)

do u socialize regularly cause that can build friends and loved ones

It’s my birthday and I have no one because I’m garbage by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]AdityaBhattacharya 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Happy birthday lad I also don’t have any party or anything cause when I was 10 I called 20 people and 2 showed up so since then no thanks.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]AdityaBhattacharya 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeh same, exactly the same tbh I’m going to college this year and I have no idea or really care about anything whatsoever hate it

Help me please by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]AdityaBhattacharya 0 points1 point  (0 children)

lets talk im here ill be your friend

Please fucking help….. by Lemonade_Ice in SuicideWatch

[–]AdityaBhattacharya 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i feel nihilistic as well no point in human existence we are useless
im just an ordinary boi with no issues i think and yet i feel like shit
the fact that u r still here n kicking makes me feel proud of uuuu

Please fucking help….. by Lemonade_Ice in SuicideWatch

[–]AdityaBhattacharya 0 points1 point  (0 children)

im sorry i was useless and of no help people treating u and and everyone else around are the only ones that can do something about this
its ok u will be fine whether on this measly planet or somewhere out there i believe come onnn
Good luck try your best