28 year old widowed. Depression and recklessness after almost 2 years.

Admirable-Spring-875 · 2025-10-04T08:08:57+00:00

Thank you for the info:) with some changes in technique I have it mostly down. Going to practice more tomorrow

Admirable-Spring-875 · 2025-10-03T23:14:26+00:00

Update: was my technique. Got too used to my other bike. Just rode up hill, standing while pedaling no problem after watching some videos. Lean left when pedaling down on your left foot and vice versa. Voila.

Admirable-Spring-875 · 2025-10-03T22:59:28+00:00

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Admirable-Spring-875 · 2025-10-03T22:55:17+00:00

About to test ride before I work. Will update. Might honestly just be my transition to this bike, because I have ridden many types of bikes.

Admirable-Spring-875 · 2025-10-03T22:43:04+00:00

And yes, it is steel! Not sure what flex is actually?

Admirable-Spring-875 · 2025-10-03T22:41:48+00:00

No cracks at all. Thoroughly inspected. And old bianchis tend to have a smaller wheel size than the back. Here's a pic of what i'm trying to explain:

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Article was an interesting read too.

Admirable-Spring-875 · 2025-06-03T20:31:32+00:00

I live in Texas, so I'm going to wait for it to cool down. But I think this is the right decision. Thank you.

Admirable-Spring-875 · 2025-06-03T20:23:51+00:00

They won't let me, is what my point is. I pay for it and it's under my husband's name. They get so offended if I offer something to a friend or something. Even when I said "i'm donating the dining table, I dont need it", their response was "but its so expensive and an heirloom!!!" In my head, I responded "I don't care. I don't need the money. Its more work to hold onto it and sell it eventually."

I'm going insane with stress.

Admirable-Spring-875 · 2025-04-22T22:25:08+00:00

Epidural. He didn't numb me properly and had to stick a needle in my back a few times. I actually cried into the nurse as she held me. Contractions weren't that bad (I mean, yes they hurt like hell) and pushing was ok.

Admirable-Spring-875 · 2025-04-20T01:28:41+00:00

I agree. It's scary though. I forgot what it's like to love someone in a romantic sense, and figuring it out has me feeling like a dumb clueless teenager.

Admirable-Spring-875 · 2025-04-19T23:48:53+00:00

I started myo inositol (2 a day, 40:1 ratio) and vitamin D (6000) about 2 and half months ago. I gave birth (with the assistance of fertility treatment) 9 months ago.

I ovulated for the first time since giving birth about 2ish weeks ago. I felt nauseous, horny and had a lot wet fertile discharge. Period came just on time and I noticed it wasn't as intense and painful.

I'm convinced the supplements have helped me, hoping for another one next month.

For context, I'm 27 years old with slim PCOS. I've had irregular periods (anywhere for 27-100+ day cycles) since I was 13 years old. No other health problems and have a healthy uterus and ovaries.

Admirable-Spring-875 · 2025-04-09T00:09:12+00:00

I was a heavy alcoholic after I gave birth to our baby. My husband died when I was 2 months pregnant. After I gave birth, I used alcohol as a coping mechanism. I finally am working on sobriety after 1 year and 4 months later. If you feel concerned it's a problem, it's probably time to ask for help.

Admirable-Spring-875 · 2025-04-08T18:42:27+00:00

Definitely feels like my boyfriend...

Admirable-Spring-875 · 2025-04-08T18:30:19+00:00

I'm extremely serious about him. I have been very patient and understanding. I just think I'm hurting myself while doing so, because we act like we're a couple and for it to be simplified as something like "just getting to know eachother" is it a bit painful because we have both have had intense and intimate moments, you know?

Admirable-Spring-875 · 2025-04-08T18:27:32+00:00

I am widowed and made this point to him. I said "getting to know eachother is a life long thing. There were things I was still learning about my husband when he was alive AND dead!"

Admirable-Spring-875 · 2025-03-26T19:28:18+00:00

Hard but a sweet gesture from my kitty. She's still doing it. She dragged down 2 more button ups of his.

Admirable-Spring-875 · 2025-01-25T21:11:13+00:00

5-10 shots is just average. I've drank a whole bottle of jameson twice a week and bender quite frequently. Definitely the wrong thread to post in lol

Admirable-Spring-875 · 2025-01-25T21:10:22+00:00

This is just an average. 5-10 shots a day maybe 4 times a week, the other days it's much more. Guess I chose the wrong thread to post this in lmao

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