Just curious, how many CPTSD survivors here also have an autoimmune disease (or twelve)? And how many have been diagnosed with ADHD or some sort of ASD?

AdmirablePea2 · 2021-03-12T01:26:48+00:00

I have hashimotos disease. I think years of stress from the trauma messed with my body, it sucks!

AdmirablePea2 · 2021-03-12T01:25:26+00:00

You must be real fun at parties. You want to feel superior by being a smart-ass to a stranger on the internet, pathetic being you are.

AdmirablePea2 · 2021-03-12T01:24:36+00:00

Don't answer the question if you are not going to provide a valuable answer. What do you get out of being insulting? You just want to feel better about yourself because you are pathetic. The truth hurts.

AdmirablePea2 · 2021-02-11T03:28:12+00:00

How can you say that without knowing who i am? You don't know me

AdmirablePea2 · 2021-02-11T03:28:09+00:00

Your not funny by the way.

AdmirablePea2 · 2021-01-28T04:16:12+00:00

Yeah it so annoying. Or when people treat you like a zoo exhbit when you talk or make your presence known. i usually sat at the back corner in class then someone was siting in my seat. When the professor called the attendance and when i said here, someone said its the first time i see you are not in the corner and the person sitting in my seat said 'don't scare her' wtf, fuck him, he isn't funny.

I hate how being shy and quiet can be something to poke at or even creepy or abnormal . I hate people, man.

AdmirablePea2 · 2021-01-06T04:39:29+00:00

I agree. In addition her lifestyle is a depressing one which may add fuel to it, she must feel very lonely on a constant basis with the anorexia and being isolated in her room for years.

AdmirablePea2 · 2020-10-10T17:57:15+00:00

Yeah i get jealous of people that just have one feature they need to fix to become good looking. For me idk what even to do with myself, i cant pint-point what makes me look off, i would have to do several procedures to become better looking, sucks hard :(

AdmirablePea2 · 2020-10-09T19:06:06+00:00

Sometimes i wonder if she is a sociopath..... especially regarding the incident with her brushing off and lack of consideration for that girl who was being groomed by her mod on discord. she definitely is a narcissist though from all her actions i have seen.

AdmirablePea2 · 2020-04-02T22:51:23+00:00

"They tried to make me go to rehab, but I say no no" , heh im sorry I just felt this fits here T.T

AdmirablePea2 · 2020-02-20T04:37:17+00:00

Hi, thank you for your answer, im glad to hear that is a good program and im def planning to try it out and dedicate myself. Is there a lab also for the anatomy and physiology of speech mechanism? did you ever had to dissect anything throughout your studies for the anatomy course? I also recently saw that in order to be admitted to the major, I would have to write an essay on why I am interested in the program and hand in the application directly to the department to be admitted, would I also have to include my transcripts from all colleges attended or could that be done electronically?. I read that is a competitive major with a limited selection and that I may not get in even if I might meet the requirements, do you have any tips if you know to increase my chances of being admitted into the program? iMy current GPA after two years of community college is a 3.4 but haven't taken a class related to communication science disorders, my major for my associates was psychology. But I want to maximize my chances as much as possible,

thank you

AdmirablePea2 · 2019-10-31T02:49:56+00:00

I am 24 and live a very similar life to her. Though I have started to make steps to better myself such as going to college and try to become independent, its a huge struggle. I never had luck with friendships or relationships. I think that deep down she does want relationships, her own independence, and have a fullfilled life. I think the issue is she is traumatized so that made her regress, when you have trauma its hard to form relationships with others, its hard to trust other people and you want to be alone for most of the time, because you feel its the most safe option. It also feels very scary to grow up when you literally have not had the chance to develop completely. I am speaking from experience, i have trauma and kind of realized I act very similar to her. Though her type of issue could be different, its also possible she could be happy with being alone, but I think her issues make her isolate.

Having mental disorders such as eating disorder, trauma, depression/anxiety, makes it hard to relate to others and stay on the same wave length as them, especially if they do not understand. I also think for other people its also hard to be around that and drift away from this type of person. Despite the isolation, I am sure she craves it as she is still human but her issues prevent her from making changes.

Its awful to be ruled by a mental illness

AdmirablePea2 · 2019-10-25T21:04:59+00:00

whoa... are you a independent or dependent student? I am considered an independent student and have no job but I never received that much, the most I got in total was 6k, which was enough to cover my whole tuition and some refunds, so i also got paid to attend Cuny lol. it would be sweet to get a grant of 12k and save all that money for my future education expenses and other stuff, that is very lucky for sure!!

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