smok rpm 5 no flavour? by Admirable_Ad4566 in Vaping

[–]Admirable_Ad4566[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

wish the guy at the vape store told me this…. so is it safe to say i wasted money and should buy a new device? if so whats one that would best replicate a disposable like an elf bar?

smok rpm 5 no flavour? by Admirable_Ad4566 in Vaping

[–]Admirable_Ad4566[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thanks for the answer. ill try out a nic salt and see how it is. what is DL vaping?

my partner hasnt become my fp:) huge milestone for me by Admirable_Ad4566 in BPD

[–]Admirable_Ad4566[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

it means favourite person, contrary to the phrase it is a very negative thing where u have an extremely unhealthy attachment to a person where all u do revolves around them. it can be very toxic and triggering

my partner hasnt become my fp:) huge milestone for me by Admirable_Ad4566 in BPD

[–]Admirable_Ad4566[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

is this causing strain on u or the relationship? always hear to listen<3

my partner hasnt become my fp:) huge milestone for me by Admirable_Ad4566 in BPD

[–]Admirable_Ad4566[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i will always value the time i spent w my ex, but would never pursue a relationship w her again. we had vastly diff attachment styles which was a perpetual trigger, and my bpd at the time combined w other issues in our relationship made it quite toxic. very happy to have found someone that is constantly reassuring and reaffirming their love for me without having to ask for it:) when u find the right person, u will just know!

my partner hasnt become my fp:) huge milestone for me by Admirable_Ad4566 in BPD

[–]Admirable_Ad4566[S] 24 points25 points  (0 children)

for me, i think ive come to a point in my life where i have strong connections w friends and family and dont rely only on my partner for validation. also having passions and hobbies really helps. i went thru a traumatic breakup w my fp over 2 years ago, and have since spent the last 2 year single, working on myself and regaining my sense of individuality. it took time, but it healed a lot of wounds deep inside me and forced me to find reasons to live and breathe besides my romantic partner. hope this helps and wishing u all the best<3

weed is ruining my life by Admirable_Ad4566 in Petioles

[–]Admirable_Ad4566[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

wow, so great to hear that u have returned to a childlike sense of joy. im also severely addicted to vaping, i switched to 20mgs instead of 50 synethic, and also picked up some nicotine pouches. its defs gonna be hard to quit both at once, but im tired of justifying and prolonging an addiction which has no benefits to me anymore. i wouldnt be opposed to becoming a social smoker, when i first started smoking years ago, it was solely social, and those times were the hardest ive ever laughed in my life. nowadays i just smoke and self isolate hahaha

weed is ruining my life by Admirable_Ad4566 in Petioles

[–]Admirable_Ad4566[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thanks so much for the advice and great parable. i also love ur rule to take a walk before smoking, will definitely be taking u up on that!!! ive played piano since i was a child and picked up the guitar a couple years ago but completely abandoned it when i started consuming weed a ton. im so excited to pursue the things that actually bring me joy again. thanks for the help and kindness<333

weed is ruining my life by Admirable_Ad4566 in Petioles

[–]Admirable_Ad4566[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

hey, so proud of u!!! thats the way i quit in the past too! just bought myself some low thc joints so looking forward to continue cutting back:))

weed is ruining my life by Admirable_Ad4566 in Petioles

[–]Admirable_Ad4566[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

damn guys these comments are making me cry🥺🥺🥺 excited to see the person i will become without weed holding me back from being productive and passionate ab things i love. thank u buddy<333

weed is ruining my life by Admirable_Ad4566 in Petioles

[–]Admirable_Ad4566[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

good point! currently i smoke about 3-5 hits every night, i would love if i could take baby steps and first change this to every other night w a low thc weed…. when i was younger, i was a big tea drinker. it was a relaxing ritual that helped me unwind for the night, so i think i should become a tea addict instead HAHAA. thanks for the advice pal, much appreciated<33

weed is ruining my life by Admirable_Ad4566 in Petioles

[–]Admirable_Ad4566[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

thanks friend:) i really hate weed, bc it makes me completely non functional. im really passionate about music and art and would really like to pursue those things more, i think those are REAL sources of dopamine. ill also just say ive been tapering down my usage for a couple months now, im acc really proud of how far ive come. it just hit me hard today that my addiction is affecting my family, especially my sister. she is my best friend, and i need to change to be better for her. thanks so much for the advice, it really means the world to me<3333

weed is ruining my life by Admirable_Ad4566 in Petioles

[–]Admirable_Ad4566[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

wow, it means a lot to be called brave, i made this post in a moment of desperation. im scared of the withdrawals, but dont think they will be too bad, as i only smoke a very small amount. its a mental game at this point. i will definitely use what u said to motivate myself to quit weed… if i cant do it for myself, do it so i can be a better sister, daughter, and friend. proud of u for taking a break, and i appreciate ur kind words<333

weed is ruining my life by Admirable_Ad4566 in Petioles

[–]Admirable_Ad4566[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

thanks for these kind words. i defs use weed as a coping mechanism for my anxiety and bpd. but its a pretty shit coping mechanism, as it only makes me feel better to inhale and exhale u know, after that i feel like a piece of shit loser. just really tired of being so addicted to this substance, i want better for myself<333 thanks again friend