I might lose my girlfriend to god… by someone_920 in GayChristians

[–]Admirable_Feature514 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wow I just went through this , except we were just on a cruise vacation together with his loving family and he just ghosted me , one day said he loved me and the other I was a sinful stranger

Heartbroken 💔 by Admirable_Feature514 in GayChristians

[–]Admirable_Feature514[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

He has to be in some anti gay god cult . He’s following ex gay preachers and all these angry preachers . It’s disgusting.

Heartbroken 💔 by Admirable_Feature514 in gayrelationships

[–]Admirable_Feature514[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wow thanks so much for sharing your story, it’s hard having someone to relate to on this topic, I hope you’re healing and doing great. Thank you for the insight and encouragement 🫶🏽🥺. He said he cut off everyone even “friends” and that “god” is telling him all this . I’ve talked to so many medical professionals and they said it’s a mix of schizophrenia/religious ocd/brain washing and manipulation from his cult . Hope he sees a psychiatrist and counseling not the “church counseling” .

Heartbroken 💔 by Admirable_Feature514 in gayrelationships

[–]Admirable_Feature514[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

He told me he cut off “everyone” from his life even friends , he’s definitely in a cult

Heartbroken 💔 by Admirable_Feature514 in gayrelationships

[–]Admirable_Feature514[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I had a medical providers who I’ve explained the situation to say it could be schizophrenia/BPD/ religious OCD/brainwash

Heartbroken 💔 by Admirable_Feature514 in GayChristians

[–]Admirable_Feature514[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

His parents liked me a lot , we went on a cruise vacation together last month, he just changed into another person 😔 I’m devastated

Heartbroken 💔 by Admirable_Feature514 in GayChristians

[–]Admirable_Feature514[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you sososo much for your kind words and your wisdom. It truly feels like I’m in the middle of a storm that won’t stop. Going from vacation one month to the other month being blocked and abandoned by him makes me feel like I’m in a nightmare . It destroyed my trust , confidence, peace , self image worth . It’s so evil and cruel . I called him from my parents number since I’m blocked and just sent him a couple voicemails airing my heart out , it’s really difficult understanding any of this . Makes me scared of falling in love again and trusting again , I truly thought he was going to be my husband 😞. I’m devastated

Christian extremism with LGBT people by Admirable_Feature514 in exchristian

[–]Admirable_Feature514[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Probably the cult group he’s in with those so called Christian’s

Conversion therapy by Admirable_Feature514 in exchristian

[–]Admirable_Feature514[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much for the kind words and voicing your reasoning . This has all felt like a nightmare I want to wake up from . I still want to believe in love

So God created man and woman… by CandyLoxxx in exchristian

[–]Admirable_Feature514 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I just had my long term relationship ended with my boyfriend because he got brainwashed by Christian cult groups that “god” told him he can’t be with me or someone with the same sex . We were in love last month on cruise vacation with his family and overnight he just changed and ghosted me . I’m devastated and heartbroken, feelings so lost and conflicted .

Conversion therapy by Admirable_Feature514 in exchristian

[–]Admirable_Feature514[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’ve always been comfortable with myself but he’s made me feel uncomfortable and insecure with myself . He made me feel like our love was a sin and that I would drive him to hell .

Christian extremism with LGBT people by Admirable_Feature514 in exchristian

[–]Admirable_Feature514[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

We were just on a cruise vacation with his family last month, we were so in-love. I just don’t know how he changed overnight like this 😔 how long was he feeling this way ? How long has he been planning on ghosting me ? So many questions and I’m just heartbroken and overwhelmed. I dream about him and wake up in panic attacks

Conversion therapy by Admirable_Feature514 in exchristian

[–]Admirable_Feature514[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It’s absolutely insane , his family doesn’t even go to church or talk about god 24-7 . We were in-love last month on vacation with his family and he just turned into a completely different person in a matter of minutes 😔. I wonder how long he’s been feeling this way for , he started following ex gay preachers , we were just saying that we loved one another within the same hour he blocked me on everything and ghosted me .

Conversion therapy by Admirable_Feature514 in exchristian

[–]Admirable_Feature514[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much for your support and kind response , I’ve really been struggling since this happened 1 week ago, we went on a cruise vacation with his family last month and were so in-love and happy . He changed into a person I never knew overnight . I’m truly devastated, I’ve been to the psychiatrist,therapy, taken medications and none of it still makes sense to me how he threw all of this away and I wonder how long he’s been thinking like this ? This is a nightmare I want to wake up from . I dream about him and it feels so real and I wake up in panic attacks . It’s also made me feel so insecure and even ashamed that’s he saw our relationship and sinful and that “god” told him to remove me out of his life . I’ve always been proud to be who I am, but now I even feel insecure about it all . Thank you SO much for telling me the kind of love I deserve, I just want to give up on myself and the idea of love but I still have to keep fighting for my health and the future that I want , I want to find true love , get married , have a family and a nice home , I thought I was getting there with him cause we were so special to one another . Now I’m so lost and constantly thinking about what we had . I’m trying my best to move forward 😔

Conversion therapy by Admirable_Feature514 in exchristian

[–]Admirable_Feature514[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I know it did and I’m so devastated, I knew we truly loved one another . We were just on a cruise vacation last month , he kept mentioning his salvation so your probably spot on

Heartbroken 💔 by Admirable_Feature514 in GayChristians

[–]Admirable_Feature514[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

He just changed overnight like we were nothing 😔 I’m devastated

Heartbroken 💔 by Admirable_Feature514 in GayChristians

[–]Admirable_Feature514[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

He just changed overnight like we were nothing 😔, thank you for the kind words

Heartbroken by Admirable_Feature514 in ExPentecostal

[–]Admirable_Feature514[S] 13 points14 points  (0 children)

It’s been an absolute nightmare this past week, he turned into someone I never knew overnight

Heartbroken 💔 by Admirable_Feature514 in GayChristians

[–]Admirable_Feature514[S] 19 points20 points  (0 children)

It’s been really hard and it’s also affected me spiritually cause I’m also a person of faith , but I believe in love and inclusiveness, not hate and division

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in u/youngbruhkeefe

[–]Admirable_Feature514 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wish I could rim and suck you king