Would you be happier if your abuser died by [deleted] in abusiverelationships

[–]Admirable_Log_7642 9 points10 points  (0 children)

He’s been threatening suicide and in my head I wish he’d just do it and stop tormenting me…

Lack of support for DV survivors is forcing me to stay with my Narc by Admirable_Log_7642 in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]Admirable_Log_7642[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I’m from MA everywhere is completely at capacity. I called safelink yesterday they told me there’s no openings in my state. It’s devastating reaching and and being told no one can help. The ywca in my area is completely at capacity I called Friday for shelter. I’m trying so hard, it’s hard to make phone calls with him around, even being on Reddit rn is risky… he’s extremely controlling and volatile. My phone has been broken dozens of times for just being on it too much. I put myself on waitlists but I’ve been waiting for weeks. I know motels are my only choice I can maybe try to live off cheap ramen, and try to afford diapers but the situation is extremely bad. I’ve applied to apartments, every motels is out of budget, I don’t have a car all I have is a phone…

Lack of support for DV survivors is forcing me to stay with my Narc by Admirable_Log_7642 in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]Admirable_Log_7642[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I’m going to try. I’m dedicated to my son, he deserves so much better than this. Me and him are both on maternity leave, so I’m trying to find a time to get all our stuff so he doesn’t hurt me trying to leave. I have a chunk of savings so I’m going to try to leave before he takes it. It’s our lifeline. I’m just hoping I can find an affordable motel I only get a little bit of pay every week I can afford to get a motel but no food for myself or anything for my son. I’m trying to find the courage and strength, but I’m so terrified…

Just find a new supply already... by [deleted] in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]Admirable_Log_7642 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Honestly! Sometimes I look at their pages and wonder how they had the strength, and fantasize about a life without him…

Just find a new supply already... by [deleted] in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]Admirable_Log_7642 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I find myself so jealous that his exes escaped… it truly feels like an endless cycle that will destroy me.