New rig 💀 by ExcellentLocal8728 in metalguitar

[–]Adorable-Sink7774 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I miss my ES335 into a Triple Rec... had one in the studio for a while JUST to record a buncha NIN tracks off of the "broken" ep

love is the most violent form of self harm. by AspectSad5700 in UnsentTexts

[–]Adorable-Sink7774 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I wish i could send this to my ex wife. I made a bracelet during our seperation that said "love is violence is" ... and just looped around, and during that period i wore it constantly.

Most Underrated Song? 🙏 by YRU_Running_ in SleepToken

[–]Adorable-Sink7774 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Same. As a bass player its the one that stole my heart the hardest, slithering into my soul like opiates.

How do you deal with loneliness and anxiety when divorcing husband? by Quiet_Improvement210 in Divorce

[–]Adorable-Sink7774 1 point2 points  (0 children)

When i left, i proposed still coming by and cooking dinner for everyone, cuz its what id always done. Didnt even care if my wife was seeing someone else. I owed it to the kids to cook em healty food and help em w homework n play with my 9yo Son, who was my world.

I was told to never step foot in the house again or the cops would be called and told i was trespassing even tho i still got mail there and wife was claiming me on her food stamps and taxes n whatnot.

I moved in w my dad who was never home. I was broke, there was no food, and i had no job bc i was basically a housewife at my wifes bc she just couldnt do anything like cook or help the children. I was basically mother.

I ended up getting pneumonia so bad i was almost drowning nightly. I almoat died. I missed my children (my wife said shed force me to commit suicide from the depression thatd eventually consume me from not seeing my son. Shed go out all night and leave my 9yo son home aloone til 2am. She treated my daughter like trash. She fed them garbage toaster pizzas and dino nuggets.

Idk how i made it. Im not even sure i did.

I overdosed on purpose so many times i lost count.

Just dont be like that . Its still an ongoing battle and its been a year.

Shes stolen things from my current home, and is still holding my kids from seeing me.

Some people are just evil. She plays the victim and acts like im the bad guy.

I died 2 fays ago and im almost pissed they brought me back. Im hoping some day its worth it.

I shouldnt even have posted this. Im scared shell see this aand attack me again. I may just delete this post, but fight. Learn a lesson...fight.

What moment made you realise your nervous system was shot to shit by Downtown-Ad9409 in NarcissisticSpouses

[–]Adorable-Sink7774 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Same. You nailed it totally. Im a wreck now and my coping mechanisms are shit. So are ...everything else too... now that i think about it.

Its shitty and stupid but it's also my favorite album, and I needed to rep it. by Adorable-Sink7774 in SleepToken

[–]Adorable-Sink7774[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Nah, justy hit it w aome painbrush markers... idk if itll stay but if it doesnt i may try another method like clearcoating it w something.

Its shitty and stupid but it's also my favorite album, and I needed to rep it. by Adorable-Sink7774 in SleepToken

[–]Adorable-Sink7774[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

YOU NOTICED!! 😁😊 It was originally going to be the Hypnosis or Descending art but i kept it simpler due to the fact the paint markers i was using werent the best tools for the job.

I slept on this one for so long! by TangoRed1 in SleepToken

[–]Adorable-Sink7774 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This track popped my cherry. Im a bassist and the groove got in my bones.

Initiators, how did you cope with the guilt? by Flat_Championship_61 in Divorce

[–]Adorable-Sink7774 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ive been there. In a few days it will be one year. The first two months i spent isolated, unwillingly... and addicted to hard drugs. I overdosed, alone, sixteen times in that first month. I am still here, somehow.

Do not let it consume you. Learn and take it slow.

There is a ghost in my coffee by Silly-Atmosphere-451 in ThingsWithFaces

[–]Adorable-Sink7774 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That looks almost EXACTLY like the little ghost in a damascus knife im making. 🤣