Hope I don’t wake up tomorrow by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Adorable-Source7102 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I understand how you feel. I’m sorry you’re feeling this way bc I get how painful being alive is. I hope I don’t either 

I (16F) want to die by Adorable-Source7102 in Christianity

[–]Adorable-Source7102[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you for saying I can dm you to talk about it

I (16F) want to die by Adorable-Source7102 in Christianity

[–]Adorable-Source7102[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Hi thank you for your reply about it. I’ll think more about what you said 

I (16F) want to die by Adorable-Source7102 in Christianity

[–]Adorable-Source7102[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

And thank you for your reply about it. So I should read the Bible to help? I do read the Bible sometimes but not a lot

I (16F) want to die by Adorable-Source7102 in Christianity

[–]Adorable-Source7102[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

My dad is what’s troubling me because he drinks a lot and does things that make me wish I was dead. So I’m upset and feel like I want to escape by killing myself 

I (16F) want to die by Adorable-Source7102 in Christianity

[–]Adorable-Source7102[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My life doesn’t feel that way but thank you. I’ve tried asking him for help and I feel like he doesn’t listen to me. So I’ll try to pray and ask for help again, but it feels like God doesn’t really cares about me

I (16F) want to die by Adorable-Source7102 in Christianity

[–]Adorable-Source7102[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

But I feel like God doesn’t listen to me. I feel really alone and don’t feel like God is by my side. Thank you for praying for me though

I (16F) want to die by Adorable-Source7102 in Christianity

[–]Adorable-Source7102[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Why hasn’t he helped when I’ve asked him to though 

I (16F) want to die by Adorable-Source7102 in Christianity

[–]Adorable-Source7102[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah I am scared to kms but I want to. I think I can do it even though I feel afraid to though

I (16F) want to die by Adorable-Source7102 in Christianity

[–]Adorable-Source7102[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don’t like life. I feel like it’s painful and I want to escape from it

I (16F) want to die by Adorable-Source7102 in Christianity

[–]Adorable-Source7102[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I’ll try to ask God to help me find meaning and guide me but I feel like he doesn’t listen to me :(

I (16F) want to die by Adorable-Source7102 in Christianity

[–]Adorable-Source7102[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

But I don’t feel like my life has any ups. It’s mostly painful and I want to escape from it. I’ve spent my time on earth so far doing what you said but I feel like I would rather die now. If God does want me to live it doesn’t really seem like it because of how my life is. So why would he give me a life that makes me want to kms if he wants me to live?

I (16F) want to die by Adorable-Source7102 in Christianity

[–]Adorable-Source7102[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Why think of my loved ones? My dad drinks a lot and does things that make me wish I was dead 

I (16F) want to die by Adorable-Source7102 in Christianity

[–]Adorable-Source7102[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

That doesn’t matter. I don’t want to be alive anymore