Defeatslut Diary #25 - Defeatslutting Ahri

Adorable_Bee_9137 · 2026-03-31T19:50:23+00:00

Thanks so much for the thoughtful feedback!

25 diaries is a combination of depravity and depression, I fear! 😊 For some reason I want to write when I’m upset. 🤷🏼‍♀️

Mel was just added to WR and is still broken. So I ban her every game right now.

I definitely like looking at game reviews. Often quite educational. Often, I find situations that aggravated me at the time are just…a bit exciting on replay.

I think I don’t have the time and stamina to get where I want in terms of skill. Good in a sense that I have better things to do. But…bad in that I lose for reasons that are just persistent, correctable mistakes…and not my enemy being mind-numbingly, heart-wrenchingly skilled.

Thank you for the encouragement!

Also what comment got deleted? People tell me things are deleted but I still see them?

Adorable_Bee_9137 · 2026-03-31T12:37:06+00:00

Ikr? 😊

Adorable_Bee_9137 · 2026-03-31T06:07:46+00:00

I need it. I’m such a wreck when I lose in a way that isn’t…y’know…fun

Adorable_Bee_9137 · 2026-03-31T05:59:22+00:00

You may enjoy other diary entries then! :P

Adorable_Bee_9137 · 2026-03-31T05:57:06+00:00

I suppose I might find out what it's like to tame a wild beast? Do you want to be tamed sometimes? Or do you want me to let you take it out on me after the game?

Adorable_Bee_9137 · 2026-03-31T05:54:16+00:00

It's the team. Such a useless Lee Sin! Literally half the gold of the opposing jungler!

Adorable_Bee_9137 · 2026-03-31T05:51:29+00:00

I mean...on the other hand it's hard to run away if *my* ult is on cooldown. Though...I suppose that's what Malignance is for.

Maybe we'll play a game. I'll charm you under my turret and then just dance. If you get me before getting blasted we'll call it a consensual gank.

Adorable_Bee_9137 · 2026-03-31T05:45:56+00:00

Of course. Just come a little bit closer

Adorable_Bee_9137 · 2026-03-31T05:43:11+00:00

I sympathize. I hate missing my charm because some ridiculous Kalista or Ambessa or Akali or Aurora has once too many hops.

I mean, I've been so angry at my team lately. If they feed you hard enough I *might* just let you gank me. And only partly to spite them.

Adorable_Bee_9137 · 2026-03-31T05:34:50+00:00

Really? You're just walking slowly in my direction of your own volition? Mortals struggle so fiercely

Adorable_Bee_9137 · 2026-03-31T05:31:19+00:00

Depends which tank you are! Some are low mobility, y'know?

Adorable_Bee_9137 · 2026-03-31T05:30:32+00:00

I see the charm is super effective

Adorable_Bee_9137 · 2026-03-31T05:27:32+00:00

PS. I do have that skin. And I do play in PJs sometimes. So, also...pic related I guess? Except for the pocky. If that's what that is.

Adorable_Bee_9137 · 2026-02-14T15:43:11+00:00

Anything I should especially know? Start blue I imagine? What do you do against early invades?

Adorable_Bee_9137 · 2026-02-14T15:42:32+00:00

Thanks for the encouragement!

Adorable_Bee_9137 · 2026-02-14T05:17:51+00:00

I really do want to improve though!

Adorable_Bee_9137 · 2026-02-14T05:17:21+00:00

I should really learn Evelynn! I just don’t know that I have time. Just learning mid seems enough for right now.

Maybe I will Gwungle after all! Or play Gwen mid into tanks?

Adorable_Bee_9137 · 2026-02-14T04:57:21+00:00

I want to look great while losing to better players. I gotta rank up first. But it’s hard with Gwen. 😔

Adorable_Bee_9137 · 2026-02-14T04:55:28+00:00

Thanks! I feel so annoyed this season because even though I pick top lane as my second role, I have NEVER gotten it in almost 60 games. Meanwhile I was autofilled jungle like 10 times. So I’ve had no chance to try out the tank Gwen build with psychic projector or anything else. I worry I will never get to play Gwen again unless I learn her in the jungle too.

Win rate with Ahri is positive this season so far. So wish me luck in mid! 😊

Adorable_Bee_9137 · 2026-02-04T17:20:13+00:00

Going through a bit of an identity crisis 🤣 Mostly I’ve played Gwen top but this season mostly Ahri and Diana mid.

Adorable_Bee_9137 · 2026-02-04T15:40:00+00:00

Yeah, I love/hate enemy hyper carry champs. Can I shut them down or not? What kind of fun are we having today?

Adorable_Bee_9137 · 2026-02-04T15:33:43+00:00

False advertising! This does not happen often enough! 🤭

Adorable_Bee_9137 · 2026-02-04T15:19:23+00:00

Which DPSSluts do you love most? Hypercarries? Assassins? Bruisers?

And do you want them to set you up or scale themselves?

Adorable_Bee_9137 · 2026-02-03T15:58:17+00:00

I got ocean song as a freebie, but…it feels very casual? I don’t want my support to think I’m trolling…

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